Hi. I had my gastric bypass in October of 2013. I live in Illinois. I started at 318 and was down to 226. Now I found out I gained 30 pounds back. I am so upset. I stress eat. A horrible eating disorder. I have to work on getting this 30 pounds off. I totally know how you feel. We have to keep reminding ourselves what we went through to get to have the surgery. I wish you the best. I think we can do it.