My BMI is 42 or 43. The physical problems I have are things like my feet hurting especially my heals. My liver is enlarged, very fatty, high blood pressure, can't sleep because of the mound of fat on my stomach, depression. I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. I make jokes about it to my friends and they laugh. I rather poke fun then others. Not that they ever would. I guess just as long as I have my sense of humor about it. I used to love going out dancing in clubs. Now forget it. I no longer fit into my "clubbing clothes" if you know what I mean. I would surprise people when they would play latin music and I would be out there dancing. I knew all the moves. I would feel so sexy. Now, I barely want to be intimate with my boyfriend. Has everyone had that problem?