LessofKat

I start my 2 week liquid diet on Wednesday, I'm a nervous wreak and excited all at the same time!!

Omg! This has my laughing and crying at the same time, I never really thought about all the stuff us "fluffy" folks had to go through. So it has got me thinking about all the things I'm not going to miss like... The marks you get in you skin from jeans and when you take off your jeans it hurts and you scratch it until you break the skin!! The fear of breaking chairs because you are so heavy. Having to hoist yourself in and out of a car. Feeling ashamed when I am out to eat and getting all the stares from people and I know they are thinking "tubby should have gotten a salad"!! Turning down social gatherings because you're afraid of being the fat one. Threatening your mother-in-law to take down the fat pics of you from Facebook. Hearing how confident I am for the size I am!! (Really!!!) Telling Lane Bryant to kiss my ass and not have to spend a ton of money just to get a pair of jeans!! (Really excited about this one!!) I'm not going to miss not being able to play with my kids and not planting the flowers they have been begging to do but I'm to fat to do it!! I'm not going to miss the heartburn!! The holes that your thighs rub into your pants. Boring sex with my husband because I am to fat to do more than one position (sorry if tmi). That's all I can think of for now. Thanks for starting this post it has kind of help me put things into perspective and realize how limited I am!

Surgery date is 10-30-13! Super SCARED and nervous!!! I start my 2 week liquid diet Wednesday. I'm currently at 282.

Thanks y'all I called today and set the date!! 10-30-13 is it!! I have an appointment with my therapist on the 15th. No turning back now!!

Have gone through everything I need to for the surgery, now all I need to do is pic a date!! I am so afraid of anxiety and depression after surgery. I already have pretty bad anxiety now, does anyone have any suggestions? I've always been big and I really want to lose weight because of all the health problems that run in my family. My highest weight has been 292 but I'm currently at 286.

I am lactose and tolerant so I use non flavored Protein mix, unsweetened almond milk and Carmel flavored syrup. It's really good and you can't taste the protein at all.

I can't wait to not have to adjust my pants too!!!!