ms.garcia

November 1st

I had mine and november 11stand im hanging in there

Hay im in clovis as well finally someone from where I am ....lol I was just sleeved friday nov 1.....no complications thus far DR. JUAREZ DID mine great doctor

I confess that I am in the hoapital as I type this message and my husband went to get him something to EAT....and came back with a pudding and doritos....and I so shamefully licked his chip and licked his spoon of pudding im trying my hardest to regain my self control. ...someone pray for me

I just want to eat really anything at this point just hungry

Are to having the surgery...im on the last day of my 2 day liquid diet....and im dying ...hay just being jonest ive been lusting over food since Wednesday. ....

Not really sure what I should b feeling but every so often I tell myself just eat the sandwich u can reschedual the surgery.....and I come back to reality and am like wth

Having surgery in the AM and im mourning the loss of food ....already I dont know of the is normal but I keep saying to myself how much im going to miss It any suggestions

Friday november 1st.......

I am having surgery friday Nov. 1st and I and on a 2 day liquid diet ......today is the first day.....and every minute im reinstating why im doing this ....thats this will pass....im so nervous and scared but I feel like im at a point in my life that its not a case of is this what I want to do but its a case that I have to do this there is no other choice but I do think my mind is playing games with me.....im not sure what I need to do or should be doing to keep me focused and motivat3d to go through this on friday ..please help me ..im begging. ....screaming for help all the way from clovis california..in my bed...sad....and confused....trying to find a focus...a rationale. ....a xomfortable place/space in my mind...

What makes you say now ur ready...

Me too words cant exolain my nervousness and anxiety