i got banded 3 months ago.all that you are feeling i felt, i was going to chicken out even when i was on the table, but i am so glad that i did not.it was truly a good decision. you can have a liquid not not only clear liquids. my doctor who is in chicago, says that in mexico they are very experinced in doing the band. they have actually been doing it there longer than in the states. you will do just fine. i cannot wait to hear from you.i don't know if you pray but pray and it will be ok. god will get you through safely. i hope that doesn't offend you.