Thank you BWD! I really appreciate your thoughtful answers. I am 6'5" and 405. I have always had a defensive lineman's size and have enjoyed it. Getting my mind around being smaller is getting to me. I have no problem facing the pain that will entail, it is the loss of identity that wigs me out, if that makes sense. but I remember a quote, not the movie or actor, just the quote. "I want to be known as the just 'the funny guy'. Not the big funny guy."
Anyway, Thanks again Dave. You definately have the gift of encouragement.
Steve