You and I are kindered spirits. I was banded in 2005 I was 322 pound and lost 182 pounds. I was so excited about the weight loss I was doing everything, running, biking, ice skating, swimming, you name it. And then about Jan 2011 I went in for a fill cause I could not get statisfied, I got filled and then they said I was too tight but yet I was still always hungery, then they would take the Fluid out and then put it back in and we did that for a while when I realized that nothing was working. Since my initial loss I've gained 60 pounds back and like you I can't fit in any of my clothing, my plastic sugery i.e., tummy tuck hurts, and I'm just miserable. I'm so mad at myself for regaining this weight back. Luckily I'm going in for my plication surgery in two days Dec 8th 2011. I hope that this tool will be the tool that will work forever. I know the rules and know how to apply them I've done it with the band until the band failed me. Now I just need a tool that will help me follow the rules and I can do the rest.
I wish you so much success on your new journey. I hope that we can stay in touch.
Willowsdoweep