vanishing rhino

I know exactly what you mean, still haven't found the "eat to live not live to eat" zen they talk about. As far as comforting one self, gotta get a hobby or two. I took up chainmail for me it is very zen you have to concentrate to keep the weave right it helps take my mind off of food. As a father of three myself it's hectic as it is. As for the assault talking about it and letting it out, sort of takes it's power over you away. I'm by no means an expert but I knew when box cutters started to look useful it was time to tell somebody. I have good days and bad ones but since you are here talking about it you will eventually climb out of this dark place. I like to think of things I will be able to do after or while reaching my goal weight, it helps alot on my bad days. (Yes I took this idea from "glee") don't judge hehe. HW: 389 Pre-op 369 CW: 330.5 RNY 9/19/13

Breakfast of champions..... Fat ones! Hehe [ATTACH]5272[/ATTACH] HW: 389 Pre-op 369 CW: 330.5 RNY 9/19/13

HW 389 Sw 368 Cw 330 9/19/13 HW: 389 Pre-op 369 CW: 330.5 RNY 9/19/13

Treasureb22 I feel you, you are not alone. I am bipolar and keeping it in check with meds is rough. I am just a newbie my surgery was on 9/19/13 but for this whole month I have been having trouble with taking them cause of the high dosage. I've been on them for four years but now it's like I just started on them. The only thing I can say is you gotta reach out I know it is very hard. at my worst I alienated myself from my friends and family. I guess what im trying to say is that it will get better. I know it sounds corny , but im here today able to type this message.

Yeah doctor was impressed with progress, one more week till creamy foods stage. But yeah

Hi all, this is my first post here. My surgery was on the 19th. Thankfully no complications, having a big issue fantasizing about food, specifically chicken tenders. Not hungry though just head hunger. Doctor cleared me for work and exercise yesterday. Looking forward to lifting weights with my son. My HW:389 PRE-OP:370 Current: 338.5