My surgery date is almost here, I have 2 days to go. I'm excited to finally be able to have my surgery. I didn't tell many coworkers but my cousin told an old coworker/friend, his reaction was something I wasn't expecting...he said I was cheating that if I worked harder I could have done it one my own. I was crushed. I couldn't believe someone who I was once really close to...someone I shared so much with thought I didn't try!! In the past he's seen how I worked Sooo hard to lose 50 lbs and then gain it all back. Hurts to think that he considers me a quitter for wanting to get this surgery to better my health :/
