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Ok so since pics are coming out..here's some of mine. I did a bit of collage and every time I feel icky I check it out. god has brought me so far! It's incredible how blessed I feel and just overall so much stronger and healthier!!! Love u guys!!!

I think it's a bit of a body image issue. I have my own issues when I know I don't quite look like the same person to others . Only time I can really tell I look much different is in side by side pics. That's what keeps me going. There are some issues tho in the work that might derail me soon so I'm trying to be grateful for how far I've come as I may go no further. I think u look amazing! Not only that u look amazing for a mom of 7 kids!!!! That just blows my mind! No way no how!!! I understand how it feels but trust me u look beautiful girl!!!

Looking great!!!

I also am a emotional eater. I've struggled with this especially with stress hitting me hard. I've have to turn to walking or exercising. I also try to make sure I always have things like sugar free Popsicles on hand or something I can use as a healthy "treat" it's truly not easy but I know this is something I may always struggle with. Good luck!!

Look at u hot mama!!!! Way to go!

Way to go!!! Freaking awesome!!!

Ok my friends..cross your fingers and say some prayers for me please. Had some tests done Friday and more tomorrow to come. Hopefully all will be well and life will be great......

Dori I'm sorry! It's such a awful feeling! I debated myself about if I needed more meds etc. u have so much on your plate..have had family with u back & forth for awhile..that's alot! You definitely deserve alot more me time and some pampering. We love u! If u ever need or want to talk I'm here.

I have told my husband I'm gonna start playing the lottery. It's surgery lottery $ lol

I won't even allot myself lol I haven't bought clothes in forever anyways so I think that's the appeal. The idea I could and how much I would love to try on something new. I did but some acne stuff to see if It help so I make sure I look good in those clothes!!!

Congrats!!!! Amazing!! I know u have to be jumping up & down thrilled

I'm having the fever to go buy some clothes. I really prob won't but I could use some new bras myself.

Well I def have a great idea for u...bouncy party

So today was pretty good of a day! Spent hours rolling up lumpia for a cook out at my pregnant friends house. She requested them so I obliged. There was a ton of food there and I was afraid I would over eat but don't think I did so bad. I was more afraid folks would ask about my lack of food but only one person really did. I checked the weight limit on the bouncy castle out back and squeezed myself into it and jumped and jumped to the squeal of the kids. I even climbed the 6ft area and slid down the slide! Never would have done that before. Mind u I was the only adult who did it I experienced near weightlessness as 8 kids were bouncing and jumping so I really was flying all around. Was absolutely amazing!! Hope y'all had a great Labor Day!!

I think I was about 3 months when I started having a weird "hollow" feeling. Now at 4months I feel hunger again. Never as strong as before of course but its returned. I often would forget also in the early stages and then it's was more of the I just was blah on food.

Yes ma'am it does! Got some Zofran? It's still my best friend for the occasional bouts I have.

That's wonderful!!

1st off..u look amazing! U were beautiful before and u are beautiful now just thinner! I have had to deal with friends probably more so than family so I'm not exactly there but I understand the losing dear people over something that u didn't even do wrong. It hurts! The hubby would really be great if he could step up and have a word with them. After all u guys were close and he should want to facilitate that continuing. People do treat u different when u lose..I'm seeing it myself now. I've lost 2 friends and have had a few that just seem not as close anymore and I'm not sure why. Nothing has happened. I do know that I'm seeking out people that are positive now. People that can build me up. Hope u are able to maintain a relationship with them..they are family after all but u deserve to be loved and treated as u always were.

Thank u!!