deaddemmama

Great pics, Dori! Are you as tired if this winter as I am?

I won't give up...just need to stop snacking and eating st weird times. Back to my three meals plus two snacks.. And no peanuts. My niece was so proud of me....time to get back on track. Grief does weird things to food addiction.

I was 187 ,this week. The last i weighed before my niece died a month ago was 179..so upset...ready to give up. I just didn't care over the last month. Just eating too much too often, I guess.

Yeah Im freaked about how much I can eat compared to before. When my niece died, I really got into bad habits, I need to measure and track again. I'm just too depressed.

Here is a picture of me 127 lbs down..forgot to post yesterday..I can't find a before picture. [ATTACH]40895[/ATTACH]

It took me two weeks to get used to the altitude...I agree; having no bugs is heavenly. You'll find something permanent, no worries. Boy, you've really had SO much going in. I hope things will now calm down so you can take care of yourself! Thinking of you! Kris

Get yourself to a teaching hospital, or at least get a second opinion. I threw up/ pooped blood, and I had an ulcer. I needed 4 units of blood.

January 38th: do a jumping hack day

Any ideas about what type of swimsuit to look for? Saggy boobs, a wrinkly, flat butt...what type are you guys looking to buy this year?

Where did you find such great deals?

Wow

I posted some quinoa recipes in the recipe section.

From a 48f to a 38c Victoria's secret bra!

Wow...maybe time for a new doc...or have you tried that? Hope you feel beter.

Wow! Looking great!

I wanted to start a support thread for all of us who want to quit smoking. It's early morning, and boy, I want to smoke...it's a really powerful addiction. I just got out of the hospital with a really severe bleeding ulcer, yet I still want to smoke. Crazy. I know the craving will pass, it's just a real pain while it's happening.

I had horrible side effects with Chantix, but most don't. I quit, but my niece died suddenly two weeks ago, and I starred again...back to the drawing board.

January 25th: Vent your head off day! Here's our chance! I'm sssooo tired of this bitter winter!

Thank you

January 24th: walk backward day!

I can walk and swim gently...wish this winter wasn't so brutal!

It's Learn About a New Culture Day!

It's watch TV upside down day!

Maybe more vigorous exercise? How are you feeling, Dori? Is exercise even a possibility with your surgery? I can swim or walk gently, that's about it. I know it would help me lose.

I called my nut. Yesterday, as well as the shrink I saw preop. My nut was very supportive and reminded me that I will lose much more slowly as I get on to a year out, especially since I lost so rapidly up until now. She also told me to not worry if I had cake, but to not make a habit if it. That's what I worry about..bad habits returning. I'm going to call surgeon today about referral to plastics...insurance probably won't cover anything, but I'm going to try.