Hey Jen Stay brave you are embarking on a new life. A better one. You just need to keep the faith, stick with it, its the best thing i have ever done for myself. Just wait till you meet someone you have not seen for a while and they stare at you as if they dont recongise you the the fog clears and they click its you, its just the best feeling and the complements keep coming. Best of luck to you. Regards Jean