I'm getting banded on Aug 7th after three months of appointments and everything else and you think I should be happy. I recieved the letter from the insurance company on Friday saying I was approved and was so happy. Monday I was schedualed and now I'm so depressed. I don't understand. I'm still happy about this decision and I think I'm still making the best decision for my life but why am I so depressed. I've actually made myself ill about it. Had this happened to anyone else?