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I'm so anxious calling everyday checking the status on my insurance and PCP. I hardly sleep at night on forums and you tube stories. I just hope my lord blesses me with the approval of this surgery I'm 230 my highest weight was 2 weeks ago 242 and I was so depress I felt like dyeing I starved my self this couple of days and went down 12 pounds in 1 week and 3 days. I'm pretty sure I will gain them back as soon as I eat something again but that's how my body always been I never been able to maintain a healthy weight. I have high blood pressure and get so fatigue when I walk its so embarrassing to me. It's been my dream to lose weight I've tried so many things but always gain the weight back. Looking for support in this surgery my fiancé is sick and tired of me talking about the surgery he does not like the idea. He says I might get some other guy. Omg how would I do such thing. Anyways I will keep you guys inform if I get approved. Omg please lady's pray for me and this approval if not I don't now wat I'm gonna do living with this depressing body....

Anybody now what kind of insurance is needed to get approval. And the price of surgery if paid out of pocket?