Tanya,
I know what you have been through has been a struggle. Listen to me. I had my bypass 2/13/13. My weight when I started the process was 329lbs, now I am 201 which is a 128lb loss. Iused to get discouraged. I have a family I cook for, we go out to eat and everything. It is up to you to make this work. With the bypass, I can't eat a lot at one time. Just like any other program you still have to eat the right things. It seems to me you know what you want and need to do go for it girl, and I wish you the best of luck. If you want pizza , get smart ones and eat a couple of bites, you will be satisfied. when you go out to eat, order your meal and ask for a takeout container, put 2/3 in the container to take home and you will have food for a couple of days. Eat your sweets if you want to, just get the ones with Splenda. I do not intend to go back, I am looking forward nonstop
Look, this is a journey,and we are to help you with it.