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As the date gets closer my nerves are out of control. I'm staring to have negative thoughts

To the ladies that had surgery yesterday glad to here from and that your doing well

You go girl, so happy for ya

@soontobehealthymom sending my blessings.

@ sunshyne love it.

@ tp congrats

Wishing for a speedy recovery shonabear

You go girl

Sending out prayers for the ones having surgery today, good luck

I'm sorry ur going through that, feel better soon

I haven't told my husband for that reason. I will tell him sat I don't want to be stress. If I told him he will ask me if I'm hungry always wants to feed me.

I hope u feel better Hun. Glad to her from u, u will be ok

@angela lol

Bcbs is pretty good I have horizon of New Jersey and I had all my paper work on point, I wouldn't worry depends on the nurse

Did someone make one? If not can someone please make a list please, I would but my site is what it use to be lol

Way to go Sassy keep up the good work.

Watch out there now lol

The insurance lets the coordinator know what they want weather it's supervised diets or what ever.

No I have read so much and so googled so many things and besides I'm also in the medical field I speak with a lot of Doctors and they are helpful and educated me n a lot.

I have bcbs and I was told that it depends on the nurse that's is reviewing the info. Really and basically how she feels.

I've never been under a size 16, I've dealt with my weight basically all my entire life, I've always been the biggest one in my family. I would try all types of diets, including seeing a physician, I would lose 10 to 20 pounds and gain that, that I took off plus 20 more. Lets cut to two years earlier, I was temping at the university of Miami as a medical assistant back in June 2010, then I was contacted by a physician that I knew and respected and trusted, we use to work together. This doctor was getting ready to open her own practice and ask me would I work for her. Cut forward I was going to be her office manager. That did not happen I worked for her for six months and then terminated. I was hurt I started eating then I couldn't find work. I search for a year no work. Now 2012 signed up with the agency worked for 3 months, April 29, receive a call get To the hospital Shon clasped ( my daughter) got to the hospital she is on life support, she coded 4 x's i was right there i never left her side she died the next day my world up side down now, April 30, a day before her birthday. I craved sugar I ate anything sweet, I had just lost my oldest and only daughter. Food became a way of comfort. I went into depression state I didn't want to talk to anyone, I was MAD. Mad at everyone and mostly mad at God. I felt like he didn't care about me anymore he took my child, my baby. I gained a long of weight and didn't care, my husband started to drink more, when I say in was tension in the house it was tension. I'm better now I ask God to forgive me for being angry with him. Know I've got work do. I'm 285 ponds for the last two years its been one thing after another. It has been hell. Now it's time to work on me. Sorry I was so long wined.

I was concern I didn't see a post from you, glad ur well now u start ur new life

Welcome Ruthie

You'll do fine

That is awesome berniec keep up the good work