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I am a 33 year old mother iof five children. 11,13, 15, 16, 19 and a nanna to a one year old grandson. our 16 year old is Autistic and the the 13 year old has MID. I work for Ontario works ( welfare) and I am currently 274 the biggest i have ever been. I have sleep apna PCOS IBS. I have tried different diets like atkinson, South Beach, Jenny Craig, self diet and Im still over weight. I am completely happy in my life except one thing. Wondering if Ill wake up each morning is scary. I need to get health and start to live my life. I am tired of sitting on the sidelines waiting to be picked. Or being picked and scared to enter. I hate malls, corner stores ect shopping period. I could never find clothes that fit me just right. Im tired of being the fat one, the one who gets out of breath quickly, I want to enjoy life to the fullest, I weant to stop waiting to live. My journey has started slowly . Referral in May 2012, orentation july 23, 2012 , first Dr appointment Aug 16, 2012 and RN, Social work and Dietian on Septe 26, 2012 .