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Thanks everyone for the advice I really do appreciate it!!!

It's just so weird for something like that to be in my Body controlling my pee! It's kinda creepy not being in control of your own bladder like that. Whew! Just gives me the willies >_< ew!

Thanks Ladies! I think I'm just having the pre-Surgery jitters and just comming up with all types of crazy questions and scenarios and such lol I garuntee u there will be more!

Really can't believe my surgery is on the 15! The day after my boyfriends BDay omg! I'm excited, nervous, anxious, and a whole bunch of other words I don't feel like typing lol I waited 2 freaking years for this and I think I'm more nervous about being "too skinny" than the actual surgery. I've been this size for as long as I can remember and for me to loose so much weight is kinda like loosing my identity everyone know me as "big & sexy" or "the cute chunky girl" I feel like I'm finally starting to "embrace the fatness" lol to just loose it all. I keep tryna imagine myself thin and it's kinda hard for me to grasp! Me? "Thin"? idk if I'd be able to handle all the new attention I'll be getting when I get to my goal weight. One of my biggest fears is loosing my breast and my Butt lol (yea I know) most people want to get rid of the booty I WANNA KEEP IT ! Lol I just wanna shape it better that's all. I was online with my mom the other day looking at plus sized models and trying to pick sizes like I actually was going shopping or something lmao I found this girl and was just in awe ???? her figure is how I wanna be or better! Her size would fit me best I think I'm only but so tall so it might look a lil thicker on me than her. But what do u guys think? U like?

I have the same problem! I carry ALOT of my weight in my belly and arms but u have a cute shape so when u do loose the weight it will be in all the right places! I'm having my surgery on the 15th of this month and I can't wait to see what I look like lol! I'm 21 an ill be 22 in dec so I have to be hot for my BDay! Haha good luck to u Hun

I am (Pre Opt)and currently UmEmployed I'm happy that I don't have to take that extra 6weeks or whatever off from work but then I'm wondering what am I gonna be doing with my spare time? Other than being in pain and trying to eat and walk? Is anyone else currently UnEmployed or at least can give me some advice?

So i went to the doc not to long ago and i Have to get two opts in one! they found stones in my Gall bladder and now they may have to take the whole thing out ALONG with gastric bypass -__- (sighs) ughhh this entirely too much u guys.

[GOING FROM CAKES to SHAKES] (Long Sigh) .....yea...The time is near you guys and the mandatory Buckling down begins. No more eating pizza and Hot wings or Cheesestakes or anything absolutely delicious range lol no more Cookies cakes and Pies. (sighs) No more chocolate (oh god ..*tears). I'm gonna miss eating all the delicious sin of goodness..I have to put a stop to it for good now!! I will admit to u guys I'm gonna miss the HELL out of it. But I'm doin this for the better and if I'm ever gonna make a change it's has to start NOW. I need to exorcise a lot more too. I really wish some of you guys lived here in Philly so we could work out together and it wouldn't be so lonely doin by myself ( ._.) But either way I have to get up and do this so lets hope I'm able to stick to this diet plan and everything goes smoothly! Wish me LUCK guys

I brought some PRE Opt supplies today at TARGET! (gotta love target) lol I also found these Portion Plates (2.99) that are SUPER CUTE!! Along with matching cups (.99) and bowls (.99) And I found some adorable lil hello kitty spoons and fork! I brought some "Vitamins for HER buy Nature made" idk if that's okay to have for after surgery hopefully it is but I got them anyway. Someone told me about Liquid vitamins. But all I seen were prenatal and baby stuff like Enfamil..One of MY FAVE PROTEIN shakes is the "Bolthouse farms chocolate shake" so i picked up 3! They are delicious! but anywho how did I do guys for my first shopping trip ??? is there anything I'm missing that I should get?

Omg I'm Slobbing just reading it lmao

Lmao! Okay I KNOW I can't be the only person go has done this and is doin this! I swear I've been having fantasies of being able to go into a store and not look completely ridiculous for even showing my face there and being able to try on a pair of jeans and not have to use a Handicap booth! And speaking of Booths being able to use a booth in a restaurant (oh god) and not need to "scooch and slide move" just to sit down or not Being able to sit at ALL! and have to sit at a table.[[ BACK FAT]] I cannot wait to get rid of Back boobs! ???????? for me to wear a shirt and it be smooth all the Way around!! And my hanging stomach (yes goodness) I've been cursed with the family jeans and where we gain out weight is in the stomach and Arms -___- the two WORST places to be fat!! My legs and fine I have hips but it would be easier to see if I didn't have the awful stomach in the way and because of it I have to where bigger pants :/ so I end up with baggy legs and fitting waist. Let's not even start on my shirts I wear a size 40 DD plus my arms makes it IMPOSSBLE to find a shirt without looking like a Overweight Hooters wanna be lol I'm Only 21 I'll be 22 Dec 28 this yr I have to have my new fantasy body bye the time I'm 22!! I can't be like this on my BDay! But I just wanna know AM I THE ONLY ONE who crazy enuff to have these thoughts?????

Lol Right I mean I hope they just take the stones out because I just want the Gallballder still there but if I really don't need it and it HAS to go they can have it! I don't wanna risk anything

Okay so today was my Great uncles Funeral and afterward they served the food. Now in my family and our culture it's kinda disrespectful to not eat. My only issue was it wasn't ANYTHING there that was remotely healthy and what I like to call "Bypass friendly" lol I'm still pre opt and was tempted/forced into eating the delicious Sin! I Ate really small portions and tried to eat slow as if I already had it. How can i maintain a healthy diet at family events or do I not eat even if%

Yes I did have symptoms but I was so used to the pain I thought it was just normal until he told me what they were and then I realized I HAVE THAT. (0.0) it put things in a new light for sure.

[ my confession V E N T I N G session] I absolutely LOVE bread, Carbs and anything with cheese I swear Ive never been a day without carbs at some point. Turkey and cheese Sandwhiches are mostly what I eat. I rarely cook and if I do it's mostly processed food :/ I have odd cravings around the time I'm due for my monthly..and it's like I can't and won't eat anything until I fulfill the craving!! I'm not gonna lie to you guys I have yet to exersise lol smh it's SO FREAKING HARD to stay motivated when your by yourself most of the time. You would think because I'm not working I'd have all the time in the world (which I kinda do) to join a gym or exersise at home or something but I honestly would just love a actual workout buddy or somebody or anybody whose going though this with me .. Everyone Needs support and I have friends but there all really skinny and then there just my grandma whose here with me but can't really do much..ugh! so yea :/ but anyway thanks for reading my post!!!! I hope I can find a new workout buddy here in Philly or just a new friend I can vent to from time to time!

@everyone Yea my Ultrasound tech/doc was like they can knock everything out at once since its all so close he said it would only take a few extra mins or so.

I haven't had mine yet I'm going to HUP to have mines done are u a resident here..I would love to have you or any of u guys as a workout buddy or a support of some sort

Awe man man yea me too! That would be great!

Awww yay CONGRATS!!!!

Ok I have been trying to separate the two before I have my surgery to get used to it mentally but NOTHING is working. Does Anyone have tips or suggestion as to how to do this for after? I don't not want dumping sydrome.