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I need help you guys I feel like I'm loosing my way and doin everything just WRONG!! my nose keeps running and I know thats a sign of dehydration but how can I be dehydrated when all I do is drink and drink and drink? I can only get 2oz in right now so idk how I'm supposed to get everything in I need or idk if I am? I think I have a stomach virus or the flu with the way I feel. I had both before and I can tell by the way the burp taste it's one or the other :/ then to top it I have cramps! I swear I'm goin crazy! with the lightheadedness and dizzy spells idk what I'm doing? I need ADVICE or a mentor or something plz help!!!!!!!

I do walk around the house and do my laps I walk around about 10 times twice a day it's not much but it is a start. My pee is dark but I don't have problem going or anything like that. I haven't got any protein in today but I made some protein pops ( in the making as we speak) for later as dinner I made them with the carnation instant breakfast and used 4oz cups. I know I'm forgetting some things because I desperately need a nap lol

I been out since aug 15! And yes I got vitamins from the hospital when I came home

Im waiting to have surgery I'm just waiting for my doc to come down and sign the papers and for them to wheel me away..these are some comfy recliner chairs lmao THUMBS UP YOU GUYS!

I do believe that hell week in an Understatement!!! This has been the suckiest week ever! Lol I'm so tired of feeling like this already maby today just really sucked and tomorrow will be better but I'm so light headed sometimes and then it's like I'm afraid to fall asleep now because I think I may have took too much Oxycodone and it had me high I think and made my heart beat really fast and now every time I go to bed I get weird heart beats which I can feel..wtf? I never had this problem before..I am NOT feeling the heart beat thing everytime I lay down. Not cool man. People keep saying I'm dehydrated this can't be true my mouth always has something liquid related in it! These dizzy spells and heart flutters suck! And my belly hurts and then to top it I can't eat!! I am going though somethings right now and my bf and family just better stay outta my way because unless there ass is bringing me a protein shake that taste like a liquid cheesestake everybody can go to hell today !!!! Lmao

I'm 4 days OUT like omg! I can't even believe I'm saying this before I was waiting to get clearance now I'm 4 days out! I know it's hasn't Been THAT long but I can really say I'm on my way now..Idk about u guys but I cannot get the whole 4oz down? I swear it takes me like 2 hrs but physically I feel fine I still have gas pain but other than that I'm cool. I don't have a issue swallowing or anything, burping yes! I wish I could just burp my life away at this point but right now it's just now working. I also wish I could fart (I know TMI) but I just can't! I haven't had any bowl movements yet idk if that's a bad or good thing yet. I have Been walking a few times a day but I'm just so short of breath it makes it's hard. What I ate today was water, 2oz of special k protein shake and a sugar free Popsicle tonight im gonna have some 4oz tomato soup. I'm not having any craving for anything usually when I see food commercials I'll start my cravings streak..but I've seen 7 commercials almost back to back for food and haven't had one thought about eating at all..I'm guessing that's a good thing right?! Well I'm due for a nap and I'll ttyl guys!

Get out!!!! No way! What part of Philly?

Thanks everyone everything went fine!!! They said I did extremely well !!

I think if the plan was to take my appetite they have successfully succeeded lol I didn't have the biggest one anyway but the one I did have is gone! I can't wait to see evidence of the weightlost...maby I will when all the swelling goes Down..I can't wait till mt first WOW moment lol

I'm walking you guys but the gas is still there I can pee but can't fart to save my life lol

Does anyone take antidepressants? I take my pills everyday and after the surgery I know I won't be able to drink alot or can I still take pills as normal or no what's goin on with that whole thing? Plz I need to know! I don't wanna fall into a deep depression again.

Thanks hunny!!!! I appreciate it!

I'll be joining you guys soon! They want me to be there at 9:30 am I'm a super nervous wreck y'all! I never been more nervous in my life..! It's becoming so surreal lol idk if I'm happy because all this can be over with or sad because all this will be OVER with. My body will be forever changed..kinda makes me scares a bit.

Hey everyone I guess this is it..! I have 24 hrs till my new life,.kinda happy kinda sad I just hope I recover well and everything goes smoothly! I need ALOT of support right now even if it's via txt. I really hope I'm making the best decision and I honestly believe I am..I deserve to be happy and not be in pain..I deserve to live a happy healthy full life! I deserve to not feel so insecure about my body that I don't even wanna go out during the day..I'm really hoping this first week is okay I know it prolly won't because I'll be in pain and sleep lol but I've got everything at I think I do im gonna need I got my myloplex powder shakes I have special k protein shakes both chocolate and fruity flavor, some broths (tomato and chicken) I have my sippy cups,baby spoons & bowls. I DON'T HAVE a food scale yet :/ gonna get one later when my first 2weeks are up. I have to get some mini waters too. But yea That's mostly what I have..hope I'm prepared enough for what's about to happen. These first 2 weeks is gonna be rough...is there anything else I should get? I'm still confused at what kinda Vitamines to get and if I should take them within these first few weeks or I don't have to or what? I'm TERRIFIED of loosing my hair or become malnourished in any way or something I know I ask a million questions over and over but I wanna be sure that I'm sure. (sorry its the over analyst in me lol )

Thanks and your profile pic is really pretty!!!

Thanks soooo much! I really appreciate the advice!

THANKS EVERYONEEEEE!!!!!! I can't tell u enough how much of a BIG help you all are. U guys always make me feel a lot better when I come on here I don't feel judged or pressured or feel like I'm whining or complaining getting on ppls nerves or anything. I always feel better talking and getting advice from you guys!

It's 3:55 am right now and I'm up just thinking about my life is literally about to change forever..I'm hella scared and it's getting closer and closer to the date I kinda wanna run and hide but at the same time I want to get this done and over with..I think what scares me the most is that it's so permant and it's not like a diet I can say I'm on one day and off the next..I won't have control over my body and it kinda scares me..this is really real and there's no turning back now I hope this really works for me and I end up happy in the end. I dont wanna look back at this and think this is some kind of mistake or something because I haven't thought it threw. Idk maby it's just pre-surg jitters :/

Okay so today was my Great uncles Funeral and afterward they served the food. Now in my family and our culture it's kinda disrespectful to not eat. My only issue was it wasn't ANYTHING there that was remotely healthy and what I like to call "Bypass friendly" lol I'm still pre opt and was tempted/forced into eating the delicious Sin! I Ate really small portions and tried to eat slow as if I already had it. How can i maintain a healthy diet at family events or do I not eat even if I'm hungry? How can I still be around my family and not eat what they give me? I tried to be polite but my family won't take no for a answer! Lol does anyone have this problem or is it just my crazy family?

I have been OBSESSING about the urine Catherter thing..! It makes me cringe just thinking about it >_< what does it feel like and did they take it out while you were asleep or how did the whole process go for you guys? I'm terrified of anything other than my IUD inside my vag. Lol it's just weird.