Tammy1975

Omg today was real bad cuz I decided to swim laps well guess what happen to be to big on me...I was so afraid of my swim suit falling and people would see...lol good news it didnt but I only swam for 20 mins...lol

Im just chalking him up to be a bonehead...lol..the next time he wants to get a little something something..im going to tell him not tonight dear my bipolar is kicking in..

TakeThat back the worst comment I got so far is my own husband calling me bipolor when I tried to explain how I was feeling about how he doesnt listen or care about my thoughts or feelings...

Thsts what I get for marrying someone who cares more about himself or the next tattoo he is going to get....but such is life

what stores do you find those at...I live in Wisconsin...

I never got them before so I wont expect them now...lol

I have a hard time getting motivated myself...part of it is I dont like people staring at me when I work out...

Hey I am sure you will get something sooner or later....I still see myself looking like the old me and I have lost 48 pounds since having surgery on 10/30/12...but the one person I would like to hear the compliments from isnt giving them...soo...I just roll my eyes..lol

I know.......

Ok men, heres a question how have you handled womens responses to your weight loss, In all the meetings I had to go through before I had my surgery we only talked about womens responses to all the attention they get from the men....the last comment I got was damn girl...lol I knew I would be getting comments but I couldnt help but roll my eyes...

I was going to say there is nothing lazy about having the surgery....All the prep you have to do before and what you have to do to make the sugery successful..My dr. told me the surgery is a tool...one that I have to take good care of...I get so pissed when people critize me for what I did to help better myself...

wow people can be so ignorant....

Mine happened over the holidays, we were at a family members house for christmas and the minute I walk in the door I get dirty looks for a younger member of the family who also herself is overweight...well of course I didnt get to voice what i would like to have for the meal, so they made lasanga, ok that was fine but I of course can not eat pasta..So I made do and pick the one that had the cheese on it and picked through it with out eatting the pasta part with some added cottage cheese, so I could get my protien. and I had some pudding from a desert that was made by gave my husband the chocolate that was on top...So still keeping with in the guidelines of my food intake. I get home and my son was upset about something so I talk to him and he told me the family members were in the kitchen bad mouthing me and that I was lying about what I can and can not eat...Now this didnt upset me because I knew and expect this reaction..But what was hurtful was that they did this in front of my son and he doesnt understand why they had to be so negative. I tried to explain to him that it didnt bother me but I could tell it really hurt.

I started off at 24, I can wear a size 20 I think if I got rid of the extra roll in front I could get into size 18 or 16...

Before 293 Surgery 282 (10-30-12) Last week 236 Today 234 Total 59 pounds

Before 293 Surgery 282 (10-30-12) Last week 238.6 Today 236 Total 56 pounds

Starting weight 293 Surgery weight 282 (10-30-12) Last weeks weight 240.8 This weeks 238.6 Total weight loss 54.4 pounds

Starting weight 293 Surgery weight 282 (10-30-12) Last weeks weight 246.2 This weeks 240.8 Total weight loss 52.2 pounds

Starting weight 293 Surgery weight 282 (10-30-12) Last weeks weight 252 This weeks weight 246.2 (30 days later) Total weight loss 46.2 pounds