chaotica

It's been a few weeks. I'm almost to goal. I look a mess at work again. But here they are.

I've never been anyone's inspiration. I feel so honored to be placed there. Thank you so much. It's in all of us, watch it happen and enjoy the journey.

I can at some point today, but after having kids I became very shy about my body. I'll have to work up the nerve but I'll get one up for you.

You know, I just started about a week ago but seldom because its been linked to weight gain. I was doing th sf monsters but it would take me all day to drink and I would dehydrate. Though crystal lite raspberry lemonade. Sooo good!! I like to mix it in a bottle and stick it in the freezer until it starts to freeze. Good and refreshing.

I really began to drop a lot around two and three months. No tips other than EAT!! It's so important to let your body know its not starving. I can't thank you all enough for such kind words. I have five kids for now. Tubes are tied but maybe one more one day. But I'm not sure I'll want to risk the gain. Lol

My surgery was 4-25 I was 250. Down 100 lbs now. Here is the before pic taken 4-10. I hate this pic.

I just found the pic my nutritionist took two weeks before my surgery. I just stared with my jaw dropped. When I get home, I'll take a pic of it, and post it.

A couple more

I understand where you're coming from. It's not easy as a woman having those same craving once a month. And I understand how you feel when it's like you're so hungry and your mind will only be happy when your old stomach is full. Just stick it out and know, it's okay to eat. Little if what you like. Because if you don't, you will just end up overcompensating later on down the line.

You look great!! It's such a life changing and saving in many way thing. Congrats!!!!

Have to say, sex is so wonderful now!! I mean, even when I was 130 and in perfect shape, it was never this good. Some say when you hit thirty, it gets better. Well, I won't be there until sept 23. But hot damn!!!!!!! It no longer hurts, I can breath!!! And how freakin awesome is it when legs can go on shoulders without turning into a choking Barney!! No more tummy in the way. Or doing close to a full sit up without breathing just to kiss. Still, I'm on the fence about being on top. Always had a hard time, being only 5'3" my legs are short. So tell me, was it as good for you as it was for me?

M not posting this to get any negative feed back, as it is a very touchy subject. But this needs to be said because for some, it may be the only way one can afford to buy the protien drinks that are so costly. There is only one store that I know of if you have EBT. If you have an EBT card, you'll know what I'm talking about. Only at Walmart can you buy the K2o protein water packet, and the protien powder and bars with EBT/SNAP. I hope that this may help those who may not be able to get the powder on their own.

I'm so sorry you have to deal with such an uphill battle. My second daughter has sensory integration disorder, and a little bit of an emotional issue. She can be very sweet, but I'd she gets in trouble for something, she gets pissed at the world and her brothers and sisters end up in a fight with her, because she snaps on one of them. She tries really hard to be sweet and kind, but when she feels wronged, she changes. It's hard when they don't know how to deal with all the complex emotions. I don't know what I would have done in your situation. My children deal with old school discipline when it comes to respect. I also have little tolerance for a child who tries to illicit a reaction for attention. In your place, I most likely would have smiled and said " oh you must have worked so hard on this, and ripped it up in front of her face, thrown it out and walked away without letting her see my hurt or anger. Then I would have sent her to bed. I know some people would say that's mean, but if a child hurts someone's feelings for their pleasure, a little of that bitter pill would have been just the medicine. It's so rough when you love your children to do something that might hurt them in any way, but there are times when the only way they'll learn is when they know how it feels. Hang in there, I know it's hard, but things will work out. *hugs*

I think I may give it a try. I tried the five star one and my stomach twisted every time I caught the smell of it.

No makeup, forgive me. Doing housework and thought I'd show progress.

Lol not a dress, just a tank and a gypsy skirt. I'm a nanny/house keeper. It was 94 that day. And that's an any day skirt.

I really don't pay much attention.. Lol. I try to eat a lot of meat, keep working on pork, because it does not like me. But I still eat carbs when I need a fast fix. I just eat a tiny bit of what I like. Not any sugar. Not one gram.

Look who's talkin!

I started at 250. Thank you guys so much!! I'm giving you all hugs. You don't know how happy you've made me!!

That means so much to hear!! For so long I have not felt like it. Thank you!!! Hugs!!!!