Continuation...
... That I haven't wanted one!!! I also read the book easy way to stop smoking by Allan Carr, and maybe that's what finally did it I dunno but I'm ecstatic about it... I hope your emotions level out soon just think of how much better u will feel knowing you are doing absolutely everything you can to be the best you you can be!!! And u will save a fortune too on food and that terrible habit I hope I have kicked for good!!! Good luck with surgery and ride out these emotions it can definitely only get better!!!