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I cant eat and I can hardly drink anything either upon waking.. and it takes a good couple hours to drink and many more to "eat" anything,. IT SUCKS!!!!!!!! I have been unable to sip in the AM and able to eat anything in the PM I think such extreem's in restriction is NOT FAIR.. (it still holds me accountable at night and I got the band becasue I have failed to have that control for like 20 years. I STILL think if people have EXTREEM differences in the am and the PM.. (NOT THE NORMAL kind but EXTREEM kind) should get some assistance with antiinflamitory meds (or whatever??) .. simply becasue we (ME) choke on a sip of juice upon waking, we can only have Soup and milk (or such) for hours and hours and then at night we can get mushies in THEN come midnight we can eat all kinds of foods and solids... WE CANT get a fill to help out the night time lack of restrcition or else we would choke on our saliva all morning or while we were sleeping.. Grrrrr Its a big issue with me.

Thank You Doctor Ortiz!!!!!!!!

my friend got her nipples done and they fell out too.. I cant see mine ever falling out.. I have had it over 6 months

lol, I got my nipple peirced and CANT CANT CANT get the other one done cuz the PAIN made me yell out "MOther Fucker" and well, I would NEVER EVER do that in public.. and so ya know how much it hurt.. So I am a dork with ONE nipple done.

P.s,, My slimes are never something that has to happen.. they do not happen uncontrollably,.... I make them happen. I spit up cuz I want to, Not cuz my body is forcing me to.. I dont know if thats necessary info or not..

I dont know anymore. I need a clear definition of a PB MY first PB: I had a PB after I was filled in Mexico and it was this ordeal that lasted Hours and was OMG Horrific and OUT OF CONTROL and completely Scary.. It felt like I was choking the whole time. I was crying my head off, I was at the airport and slime just fell out of my mouth with no warning like every 10 minutes for 3 hours and my clothes were soaked and there was slime all around my bench outside as I waited for my ride at 1am.. MY SECOND PB: THEN... it stopped.. THAN that morning LIKE A FRIGGIN IDIOT... I leaned off my bed, grabbed my pills (tiny little contin pills) and I took two with a tiny sip of Water or juice.... I CHOKED ON THEM FOR 9 hours... THEN they came up completely intact! So for the next 30 hours I was gagging and spitting up on my own saliva, no other liquids were tolerated, immediate pain in my chest and spitting up that hurt alot.. I had an emergency unfill in my ER with a spinal needle (they had never done that before) Soooooooooooooooo.. Thats what I think a PB is.. I have NEVER had one since.. I never plan on having one again. I am very carefull and I stop eating or drinking the minute It feels weird. I am affraid of the PB BUT, I slime..sometimes.. From a tiny spit to a thicker kind of slimey gag. Soooooooooooo.. I never feel a 'golf ball' feeling with the slime.. (LIKE I DID with those two PB's above) BUT as I read, it sounds like a Slime is a PB?? ORRRRRRRRRRR WHAT is a PB exactly.. I know its called A productive Burp... BUT I ate a couple Cookies one night and felt alittle pain in my chest for 5 minutes and then I has a big hiccup and the pain went away... (it was a mild mild occurance, just one I usually dont get my self even close to) SOoooooooooooo, was that A BURP llike hiccup and it was productive?? A slime to me is when I take the first or second bite and I get this feeling that can only be releived by spitting it out.. No food comes out, just some slime and so I wait to eat till later..I DONT HAVE TO spit it out, it is just alittle annoying, so I do.. Its NOt choking and nothing is Stuck.. I just dont like the feelind and I spit it out and wait to eat till later. I mean, I dont know IF I can eat until I try.. so If I try and get this feeling and spit out some slime, than I know I am not open enough to eat. I know I rambled.. And that usually I ramble for no reason and I am not always open to people advising me. BUt this time.. I am, I really really want advice and oppinions about this issue.. THANK YOU

I have a year in exactly 2 weeks, ask me then... lol I CANT go to the scale till then. Last I knew, i was like 356 (GAINING) I wanted to be 315 pounds by Febuary 15th.. (Which is SOOOOO NOT gonna happen) so I would have lost 100 pounds in one year. So, 60 to 75 pounds is my answer.. I cant wait to weigh.. on febuary 14th, BUT then again I dont want to see how I didnt reach goal.. (I SOoooooooooo could have if I wasnt so fluckered up on my fills with swelling and so POOR that I couldnt get them when I needed them) Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

What a perfect thread to come home to. I went for the weekend to the coast with my number one. (a guy I been dating for over three years, casually) I hadnt been with him since this summer.. (I was busy with my band and depression and being homeless that I shut everyone out for a few months) Soo, I lost the bulk of my weight while on this break. And so we DID IT on Friday straight and on Saturday Drunk. (very) Both are very different ya know.. lol WOW Its hard to beleive so much can be attributed to loosing weight.. But what else could it be? We have been together ALOT, so I know whats different! We didnt even talk about my loss, like a real couple would, yet he MUST of been responding to it.. I will just do it like a list... (kinda embarrassing here) 1. He had intercourse with me for a long long long time.. WAY longer than before.. someone posted above that her DH doesnt get as tired, and so I am thinking THATS prolly why! 2. He had me get on top (and I dont recall him even making motions for that before) I just went for it and it worked out really good. (I know from other dates that THIS possition does NOT work for me.. AT ALL).. 3. The doggy like someone posted before, seemed to Hit the spot (G) ummm yeah, for once. (usually need a hand if ya know what I mean) 4. I had an Orgasm.. And I NEVER have in my entire life had one without doing it myself or assisting my date with it.. (and even then it was extrememly difficult to acheive..) This same guy gave me 7 Orgasms this time last year, but I helped ya know.. and so HE IS THE ONLY one who I am so comfortable with, but obviously I am evern more comfortable with him with this weight loss.. 5. I think when we talk about our date (soon) HE will have some things to say about the Sex and how great it was, he wont link it to weightloss I dont think.. But anyway.. He already kept saying he had a blast like over and over and that was more enthusiastic than usuall.

I hadnt felt like doing anything... i beleive becasue my body is in weird shapes that I dont like, I was used to how it was before.. Now its all distorted and I feel uncomfortable.. BUt I went out this weekend and I had my first ever non assisted orgasm.. So, I guess that could be called a NSV..

I cant wait to fit into these black boots I have (they are plus calf, but I still cant fit into them)....... My next goal will be when I can fit into some rocking boots from hottopic. I also want to buy from hottopic and cant wait to fit into the big girl sizes.

Do you all drink laying down??? >>>>>>>>thats what I was thinking.. this part is like the most important part of my fills, I thought so anyway.. <!-- / message --><!-- sig -->

vine, I have to sit up to drink the water to make sure I am not closed off..

This is an NSV BECAUSE: This is the first year I dressed up for Christmas since I was a teenager. I always thought I looked like a fool to dress up, infact I tried to dress as not to be noticed at all. And I NEVER wore a Dress! Not only did I wear a dress, but nice shoes too. I got this dress in a bag of clothes from someone off of freecycle and I was just gonna wear it as a lounging gown, but I clipped a flower to it, my daughter quickly put together some matching earings with her bead kit and all I had to buy was 10$ shoes at Paylesss shoes.. My whole family was amazing "oh my, you dressed up" "you look so pretty" "you have a figure"... This was especially nice since I had stopped losing weight and I really never felt any different until this day.

Humm well, sorry to be a neggative ass, but all I can think about when I hear this stuff is if she could do all that THAN WHY did she even get the band? I am glad she got it and was able to suceed and do it right, but IF it were ME, IF I was able to be so diciplined like I have tried for 20 years to be, than I wouldnt have spent the only money I have ever got in my life on the band,

she has a nsv page?? some of mine are WAY too gross for pictures.. lol Its an awesome idea~~

If you drink alot of liquids or snack on junk more than have regualar meals.. I really dont think the band is right for people who feel they cannot change or have failed to change these problems in the past. I am talking serious issues with drinking and junk snacking..

I think you can BUT, I cant see this is possible unless you abuse your band.. the band HURTS and causes symptoms when its having trouble passing food through it.. tightness or pain in the chest.. producing lots of saliva, hiccupps slime and PB's and golf balls.. IF you avoid these things.. I assume your avoiding filling the pouch so much and streaching it.. Thats mY opinion.

AWESOME!! I noticed my watch that my friend got me for xmas in 04.. could lose a few links! Its really neat.. Thats not no big deal~!~

Well i use cheetos.. but she wanted something low carb,.. lol My meatloaf is very bad meatloaf sometimes..

Well then make some! lol They arent so bad.. in fat and calories. the balls are bigger than a meatball.. I dont cook, so I cant help you on the old fashion goodies

oh thankyou so much.. your kind.. It really wasnt that bad, I mean compared to so many... I only had a few bad years, many have a lifetime.. I didnt post it for sympathy, but I know thats not what your giving.. I just get alittle peeved when people think its crap when I am only giving some psychological reasonings.. not excuses! ya know.. Thanks again

cheese curds are young cheese.. cheese that isnt aged.. its rubbery and sqeeky.. I get them from the cheese factory.. but they sell them in stores here. Plus they sell them fried at resturants

It holds meatloaf together BUT thats not as delicate as a meatball.. You can use low carb bread crumbs, they sell them at ost big stores.. But it wont cut the carbs out completely,.

Ok, thanks.. I gues I dont realize how much I say at this place,, (hugs))

This person knows for a fact its all true... He just doesnt think it's crap that i say it has anything to do with getting my self all obese and feeling obsessive with junk food.