Thanks for the feedback gals! :clap2: I'm still trying to decide if this big step is for me. I honestly feel like I will only continue to gain, even if at a slow rate, for the rest of my life. I have serious food addictions and I can't tell you how many times I have dieted in my 35 (almost 36) years. I'm sure you all know exactly what I'm going through. Many times I just feel like a failure. I don't understand why I don't have the will power to just stick with the diets, but I always seem to go back to old habits and end up bigger than before the diet started.
I just worry about after surgery complications and what I would do if I had an emergency!! I often wonder if I am being selfish in wanting to go this route for weight loss. Will it bring me more problems? You know... I just have so many different feelings going on right now.:confused:
One thing I know for sure is that if I was 20lbs heavier, I know I wouldn't be questioning the decision for lap band... I would get it done!! I just think it is hard for me because I am not "morbidly" obese...just slightly obese. That all seems so silly, doesn't it? Why wait until I get that large?
I have decided to get a passport...just incase. I have never needed one since I have never been out of the country before!! At least I'll have everything I need if I decide to get banded.
Thanks for listening everyone! You guys are a HUGE help and I thank you all so much!!!