Black Diamond

Sleeved 8/6 I hv not done any exercise. ..was In a bad car accident a week after surgery then the following week another one...needless to say I'm not moving like I need to...then I also think its mental. .walkin I hate..and I hurt went I do...I need help breakin that mind set..I c this gon b a issue

Thnx u know my mom gv me a journal and I hv yet to touch it..guess ill pick it up today. .go sit by the lake n write my thoughts

Plus they dt stay in my system more than 30 min

For me this surgery was so needed..these last few months I ws literally wobbling bcuz my legs and ankles hurt..would almost drag that leg due to pain. .I am a city bus operator and my knees, ass b on fire from the constant movement. .sleep apena. .hbp border line diabetes. ..shyt my moms gets around at 72 btr than her 47 yo daughter. ..can u say sad and embarrassing...I'm tired of being tired..so for me what ever wait I lose will give me a option to live..for right now I'm just here taking up air..I hv no idea hw to enjoy life bcuz I've ben miserable most of my life

So monday I had my first check up..all is well BUT the diarrhea is literally a pain n my as.. lol but this is a normal part of this surgery... .anyway the dr gv me a oral suspension to gt a lock on this issue. .I called myself gonna tuff it out but damn this..I just mixed the powder wit some cranberry juice.. ill let cha no how it wrks..this mite be y I ain't got no energy bcuz everything goes in comes out in thirty mins..or bfore

Ms no one has the right to mk u feel bad.. no one has the right to mk u feel guilty for doing good...I no u hv some thing to do with this to..its always to sides..to a story but after u mk the attempt to address his negative behavior n let him no how yr feeling about everything and he ain't changing. .for the better..I bet yr family wood say..leave u don't hv to b some place..feeling alone..n u said it yrself..he toll u I wood rather see u over eat than malnourished. ..seriously. .u is not starving like a Ethiopian. ..

Needless to say jus made me angry. ..he does hv a idea how hard this has ben bcause I know u said to him damn I'm hungry but imma skip this or that..or he has seen u pass on yr fav treat sometimes. .mentally this is hard as hell so..ugghh...to hell with that keep talkin on the site u r not alone

Huny first let me say CONGRATULATIONS ON YR WAIT LOSE..DAMN THAT IS FANTASTIC. .now bk to yr husband. .point blank he is trying to sabotage yr success. ..he is scared because u hv made this big change to you...yr probably not depending on him for much..you hv displayed discipline. .yr getting more looks, feeling good..not hurting...looking btr and btr and u hv changed. .ur no longer his food buddy..and he ain't liking that..DONT LET HIM BRING YOU DOWN SWEETHEART...THIS iS ABOUT YOU AND YOU ALONE...HE CAN ROLL WITH YOU OR HE CAN BOUNCE...THATS JUST HOW I WOOD FILL...BECAUSE THATS SELFISH ON HIS PART...

I keep seeing refried beans...why... can regular beans be consumed..blk I peas ,navy beans, grate northern...y refried

Ok thanks

I legally go to mushy food 9/2 I'm so ready for mash pototos and sum grits u hv no idea..I'm really not doin good with eatin or drinking and I no I gta do btr or imma pay dearly but shyt I jus ain't got no appetite. .once or twice at best

Yeah that broth gets boring qwik..I got creative n strained reg corn n drank the liquid mixed with water...I also made ramen noodles n drained the liquid...or the cup if noodles again drained for liquid. .

16 days after surgery and its hard to see and smell food. ..and then not b able to touch it..uugghhh...then.every other tv commercial is got something to do with food..no wonder the world is extra fat..they barely show anything healthy if at all..sept 6 will b the day I move to mushy stage..sumbody needs create a time warp...so I can hv more options..soup is wack

Yeah thx yall imma hang tight. .I'm excited about being able to walk without the pains...shoot..I did the surgery so I dt plan on folding my hand...I'm smoke free now 1 yr 8 mnths & 21 days so the wait loss is part of a two yr life style change...I can't give up now...I hv never crossed my legs like a lady should so that's one of my goals..simple but huge..

Sleeved 8/6 dwn seven lbs since 8/10 ...23 lbs total from 8/1...393 start wait today 370.2...

Mng I was sleeved 8/6 and I'm ok now after a really rocky start due to a error in on my surgeon part.. pls everyone make sure u hv sugar free everything..he ordered my diet while I ws to b there that one day. ..it turned into 5... I was given a regular diet which sent me into the dumping stage..no one could figure out why I was throwing up blood, diarrhea, or cramping...it was my mother over several doctors who..determine why I was sick...smh...by the way I live in chgo...and wrk as a bus oprrator for cta

Gud mng, so i ws sleeved 8/6 and bcuz of my surgeon error. .I ws given a regular clear liquid diet instead of sugar free..which means I was immediately sent into dumping..that evening I ws throwing up blood. .diarrhea, and the abdominal cramping..all this the entire time..but guess what out of 8 drs nobody nu y this was happening. .on day five in the hospital my mom amd I read some papers the dietician had left and there it ws.. DUMPING. .. I WAS HURTING MYSELF WIT THE TEA CUS I ADDED 3 PKS Of SUGAR... THE IITALIAN ICE, AND JUICE WAS REG...PLS THE SUGAR ATTACKED MY SYSTEM IMMEDIATELY. ..WORSE FEELIN EVER. ..PLS B AWARE OF WHAT U R PUTTING IN YR MOUTH...AS I TRUST MY SURGEON. ..I C HE CAN MAKE MISTAKES TO...

Indiana I'm on day 8 and I've had that thought seeing as everything I put in comes out..in 30 mins...I think u gta find wut u cn tolerate. .this Protein ain't no joke..gt the 60 in...I'm gonna tk this seriously fore I'm not goin bk n for dehydration or a protein deficiency. ..