brownsista

i know... Its really happening!!!!! Im sooooo excited.....

Thank you Shelley!!!

I got my date for surgery today!!!!! oct 3rd i will be sleeved!!!!!!!!!!

Today is a struggle for me as i get closer and closer to surgery..... I woke up this morning like many other days after dreaming i had already lost all my weight, I go look in the mirror........ I get discouraged only to remember its a process and to have patience..... Im fed up with my body... I hate my body!!!! I have made a vow to myself.... When not if but, WHEN I get get this load of ugliness off of me.... I vow to never get back this way and Love myself always!!!! I vow to take CARE of my BODY... I dont ever want to see myself like this ever again..... I vow to make better CHOICES and remember that every wrong intake has a consequence.... I vow to never wake up feeling hate towards my body..... I vow to wake up with a mission to complete everyday, I dont care if its just to get up and do something simple..... I vow to change peoples lifes with my journey physically, mentally, and spiritually..... I vow to constantly thank GOD for favor and making a dream a reality!!!! I praise YOU and thank you GOD for my life..... I vow to shine inside and outside and never stop smiling...... I woke up with my heart heavy and a hunger so strong to do whatever it took to get this weight off.... I THANK GOD FOR THIS FORUM I CAN REALLY EXPRESS MYSELF and not have to feel like Im crazy.. I had decided January 17, 2013 That i didnt want to be fat anymore but, todays marks the Day that I am fed up with this fat and Im going to work my butt off to get rid of this dead weight!!!! I dont ever want to be fat again!!!! What do you vow?????

Today is a struggle for me as i get closer and closer to surgery..... I woke up this morning like many other days after dreaming i had already lost all my weight, I go look in the mirror........ I get discouraged only to remember its a process and to have patience..... Im fed up with my body... I hate my body!!!! I have made a vow to myself.... When not if but, WHEN I get get this load of ugliness off of me.... I vow to never get back this way and Love myself always!!!! I vow to take CARE of my BODY... I dont ever want to see myself like this ever again..... I vow to make better CHOICES and remember that every wrong has a consequence

My bad i meant to put mind instead of kind... lol yeah its time for me to go to bed.....

You will be fine... PRAY and get your kind focused on what you wll look like in a few months.....

I am soooooo excited!!!! Im ready to get my Life back..... When I got the news I cried and began to thank GOD.... He's AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you so much... I am so glad I found this forum... Im going through this with people thats already started their weightloss journey or in the process like me.....

I have to do my cardiac test next thursday and then i will schedule my surgery.....

I got approved this morning!!!!!!!! i am soooooooooooooo happy !!!!! God opened all doors and made this happen..... Thanking GOD!!!!!!!

Congrats.... how do you feel... im from tx i just have the insurance.. my home office id out of MI..

hi everyone, i am 29 And live in Arlington, tx. My surgeon sent everything to my insurance (bcbs MI) 1 wk ago. I pray they approve me... I'm ready to get my life back.. Im new to this forum and i love it already this is great to go through this process with people that get it...