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I don't remember ever being under 155lbs .. I have always been a lady with meat on her bones..I was very athletic growing up and all throughout high school.. Growing up I remember when my grandmother said "honey your thighs are to big to wear short skirts" but as usual I let it roll off my back.. At 20 I had my daughter at at that point I just began to accept that my body type was bigger..lol.. It wasn't a big issue for me at that time. By the time I was 23 I was pregnant with my son.. I had given up on losing weight. I had gotten comfortable being in the 200's.. Then I had gotten tired of being unable to dress the way I wanted to.. Plus size was not sexy on me..at that times would lose weight and gotten to my lowest weight ever that I can remember and that was 176 with diet pills and bootcamp.. But through a divorce and my house burning to the ground .. I gained all plus more of my weight back..after that I said that I'm not staying this size and I refused to buy clothes at this size @ 227lbs.. That went on for 41/2 years.. And now I'm here 46 days before I'm sleeved.. With hypertension,bad knees,no energy and depressed something had to give. The worst thing for me was not being happy about nothing.. No energy and no drive.. No love life.. And no social life.. I'm a Leo we are the life of the party, not me at that weight..