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Ok hello all I've been gone awhile lost log on information had to create a new one. I had my surgery October 17th 2011 everything was going great I was focused and losing pounds exercising was near my goal then that all ended December 8th 2012 my mother passed away due to a pulmonary embolism to the left lung due to her plastic surgery. I was preparing to start my nursing program in January . All of my benefits were cut off because I had medical through my mom she was a hemodialysis technician. So I have no more medical no more surgeon meeting follow ups I feel lost ihave no idea how I'm doing so well in school but I am . I just have so much stress and pressure on me to make sure my dad's ok weightloss has been pushed to the back of my priorities but I know how much being healthy was to my mom I'm just stuck was 179 approaching my goal weight now I'm 194 please help

thank you lucky starting tomorrow I'm going to do better go back to the basics I need a change

school is going well I'm supposed to graduate in December so I'm just praying I make it through you're right I shouldn't overwhelm myself doing too much I know what I have to do to be where I was if I fall off the wagon I usually say well whatever I'm tired of diet talk but I shouldn't be like that just making excuses thank you so much i needed these wise words more than you know.

you're so right oh wow all of that and a single mom too I repeat you're so strong I'm going to try to incorporate some exercise and eating better small changes right? I just need to stay focus on what she'd want me do and where she'd want me to be

thank you so much for your reply you're a very strong person I'm sorry for your loss I couldn't imagine dealing that in the span of 5 years