Montereygrl

I have my consult Friday with the nutritionist and counselor. I am about 99% sure I want to go through with this but its a scary descion to make. Besides you al. On this forum and my parents and best friend, I have yet to tell anyone. I guess I'm slightly afraid of the reaction but my biggest mindset is feeling like I've failed. I'm scared of the changes and will it be hard? How am I going to make this work with shift work, social engagements with friends, etc.