Thanks for all your replies. I had my psych exam this morning. Pretty sure I blew it. I had to talk about my prior psychological stuff, my divorce, which was final last August, my mom dying recently and I got upset and teared up and then started crying thinking about how I was blowing it and then it just snowballed in my head. All I could think was that I'm going to be rejected and I'll just stay this way forever. She said I've had a lot to deal with lately and it's true. Maybe this would be too much on top of it. I'm sure she was writing "cray cray" in big block letters on my form. I will let you know what happens. I have to go see her again tomorrow. Always a good sign. I'll be lucky if she doesn't have me involuntarily admitted - let alone approving wls.