Hi Karen,
I had the same feelings that you are having. I got banded last Friday, Aug. 31st. Just came back from Dr's and lost 5lbs. I was a little dissappointed, since I have just been on clear fluids. The dr. was thrilled and said that was great. Said alot of people don't start losing till their 1st fill. I have to learn to be more patient. I have to say I have surprised myself this week. I didn't know how I would be able to just have fluids and I have done fine. Can't say that I am not looking forward to eating some cottage cheese tonight and yogurt though. The nice feeling is knowing that I lost 5 lbs. and am not worrying about gaining it back. That is a first for me. I am doing this for me but there is a small part of me that wants to show family and friends and can really do this. The thought of failing can sometimes overshadow things but for the first time I really feel positive about what I am doing. This was the Best decision I ever made.
Please write back if you need to talk.
Regards,
Karen D