EddiesAngel

[font="comic sans ms, cursive"][size="5"][color="#800080"]I have been the "big girl." It is all I can ever remember being. all my life I have wished that I was someone else thinner, healthier, someone who didn't feel hungry ALL the time. As a teenager I was 5'9' and weighed 230 lbs. so needless to say guys didn't ask me out on dates, I suffered from depression so I kept to myself most of the time. I had a few friends that I let into my bubble, but I never like to eat around anyone else because I was afraid of what they would think. I would just eat before or after we hung out together. I am looking forward to feeling healthier and having energy to play with my grand babies. No longer taking so much medicine and insulin. Oh what a happy day that will be.[/color][/size][/font]