Post op for 3 months now and I just realized I am so depressed. I know its not over the food and I am not dwelling on the past. Currently what's bothering me is how soft my body is. I have been very solid and now total opposite. Yes I know it was to get healthy and look at where I will be but, for me its not that simple. I am scared of spiraling out of control. This isn't my first rodeo with depression etc. I am currently on anti-depressants and mood stabilizer but nothing seems to help. At this point I am at a loss and not sure what to do next.