Thanks again everyone for all your support!
I'm feeling alot better with each day.
I think it's that the pain is finally settling down, and I can no longer feel the port(like, before, i could feel it in me) unless I press against it.
I felt alot better when I stepped on the scale and saw a bunch of weight had come off(I allways loose quickly for the first while)
I'm still having madd food cravings(not to be confused with those mothers against drunk driving cravings...lol)
Thanks for all the support! I'll be sure to keep in mind all your postive words.
I think before the surgery I never realised how bad my addiction was. And how much I needed food as a support...
But, in reality, it's good I did this, because, I sure know continuing on like this would have shortened my life.
And, just the other day i got invited to a fashion event by a friend, and of course, couldn't find anything to wear. And for a bit allmost thought I wouldn't bother going, because of being over weight. I can't wait for the day were my weight no longer impares me from doign things I want to do.