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My thoughts and prayers are with you. Hope you are well very soon.

Im the same. I have always had deep veins. I just cant stand or take it when they dig around to get the vein and then blow it. I had a nurse one time, she put one band above my elbow and one on my forearm. She got it with one stick. She told me to tell future medical staff to do that instead of digging around and blowing veins.

What ever you do please practice safe sex. You dont really need 4 baby mommas. Lol

About this topic, my mother in law and sister in law both have/had breast cancer. My sister in law got it at the age of 30, my mother in law got it within the same year as her daughter she was 52. My sister in law had lumpectomy and recostruction on one breast. Mother in law had complete mastectomy on one breast. Exactly 10 yrs later cancer came back to both women at same time. The difference is it came back in both breast spreaded to other areas of body, lung, brain and ect in my sister in law. She fought that damn breast cancer for 22yrs she left behind 4 children and7 grandchildren, she was only 52 when she passed. Now as for my mother in law she removed her other breast about 3 months after her daughter passed. Its been 3 years and she just like her daughter was, is still fighting cancer that spread to her liver,colon and lung. And thats becauae she had both of her breast removed. She is still with us. She is 78 yrs old talk about a woman made from concrete. The reason Im sharing this with you all is because, Please do what you have to do to make youself healthier. I know sometimes things are out of our control as hereditary. But what ever the case is dont let anyone judge you do what is right for you. If there are people who bullie or judge you walk away this is about you and no one else. And please always remember (girls and guys) please do your self exam every month if there is anything sooner you find it the sooner somthing can be done about it. One more thing, my sister in law and nother in law were both tested with the BRAC1 &2 and tested negative. But my sister in laws youngest daughter was tested as well and she has a 87% chance of getting breast cancer as well.

What were the size of the girls before and after? I really want a reduction once I get closer to goal. Your body looks very well proportioned. Congratulations

You can really tell a difference. You were beautiful before and even more beautiful now! Congratulations.

Congratulations on being the Month of May sleever. You deserve this.

Thanks for everyone responding. I have upped my protien to 4oz at meals and it seems to help. Im not purging anymore. Ive decided that I really dont want that life back again. I have found an eating disorder counselor that is inexpensive. Thank you all for your support.

I had my surgery in Mexico so I havent had any support other than everyone on here.

I have lost 52lbs as of today. Ive been in a stall for about 6 weeks. Thats why I started eating pita chips and fruit to up my calories to see if it would help. But after eating them I feel guilty and vomit. I have a food diary that I write everything down in. I eat about 900 calories a day including the pita chips and fruit. I always count the snacks even if I throw them up. Im looking on line now to find a counseler. Thanks for all the feed back.

Number 1. I am not a troll. How dare you try and judge me! WTF is wrong with you! I am looking for answers on here. I have been apart of this forum way longer than you. Just because I'm asking some legitament questions you think I am trolling. You should be ashamed of yourself.