NotANewbie

The OP called herself ' SpoiledBratt' so I dont think I am being rude by calling her that.

I have taken a new profile for this thread because I think many of you would feel really let down by me though I am sure I will be called a coward for not facing up to this as the person you have come to know. I was sleeved, all went well, I stuck to my diet and reached my goal. I have been on this site for sometime and have happily given and received advice from many great people. I am happy with the way I look and so are my loved ones. So, where did I go wrong? Some time ago I started to have the occasional drink. Then 2 or 3. I now drink a bottle of Bacardi a day. I am not gaining weight but I enjoy it as much as I used to enjoy food. I want to stop but what would be next?

Thank you everyone for the amazing support. I will PM those who welcome me to do so. I am really feeling a lot of guilt but I know I have to do something positive.