TracyK

I am going to have a heart to heart with dh tonight and see if I can 'sweet talk' my way to Gruene. Maybe I can use some of my female persuation:tt2::sad: I will let you all know tomorrow if I've still "got it":lol: The things we women do.....

Does anyone have any shirts? I literally have 5 shirts...4 work shirts and 1 other one. I am not kidding!! Good will has gotten all my clothes. I did not know how bad it was until the other day when i took out what I can't wear anymore and saw 1 shirt left hanging there. I wear anywhere between 16 to 22/24. All depends on how its made! I have even started wearing Franks T-shirts....how is that for desperation?! LOL:blink:

Terri-I meant to mention that I noticed your pound loss. WAY TO GO! almost 17 something!! your getting up to me!

OMG I am sick to type this. I am so sory guys....I can not go on the trip. I am SO SORRY! There are many reasons why. I have struggled for the past few days over it and this is the only thing I can come up with is to not go. It will definitely keep peace in my house. I am being selfish by wanting to go with all we have going on here at home. I am not going to go into a long story about it. Please my friends...don't beg or try to come up with solutions because it would only make me cry more. This is something I have nochoice in the matter over. Terri-I am truly sorry. You have done so much to bring this thig together. Hopefully things will be easily figured out as far as the transportation thing goes. I love ya'll....

Can't you just call and ask them Kat?

Well, in a perfect world I would find out my insurance will pay for it and then I would hope to have it done before Macy starts kindergarten in late August...like July probably. If I could not get insurance to approve by then I would have to wait until next year sometime. BUT, if insurance doesn't pay no telling if I will ever get it done unless I win the lottery.:thumbup: I am in no position to finance another surgery. I will be paing for my band for 4 more years.... If it is meant to be, it will be:rolleyes2: Day 3 of NO Smoking is complete (almost)!!!!!!!1

Terri-good one grasshoppa :biggrin:

He doesn't understand it because he isn't a woman! :biggrin:

LOVE the avatar TRACY!!!!

I cheated and looked already too!!!!:biggrin: I just knew that would happen!!!!

wow...could we put Dr Phil out of business or what?!

Haydee-glad you are back. I just have one thing to say. You made 'starting over' sound absolutely horrible and it isn't. If I would not have started over I would have never found dh and I would not have macy right now. It might be hard at first, but sometimes you have to look out for # 1 :biggrin:. Do what your head says and you will be GREAT! Tracy-YAY! Mine is the 3rd and yours is the 7th! I am so happy for you. I don't know why you feel like puking...at least you know FOR SURE your insurance will pay....:tt2: Pamela-any news about the POV? I have a story to tell about a weird dream (compliments of Chantix) We were on our Gruene trip and were at an auction. They bring out the next item for auction and it was a goose that laid caramel eggs. Well, KAT wasn't leaving there without the damn goose. We tried to tell her about what a headache it would be to try to get the goose on a plane but she was adament about having that goose. So she says she will just call Rick to come on the motorcycle and pick the goose up for her. :lol: Weird stuff!!

Good morning violets...Happy St Patricks Day! Pam-thanks for the cold coffe idea. I am gonna try that! I really liked BB last night. I wonder if he keeps his word and doesn't backdoor matt? Judy-have a safe trip today. Laura-my dh already had 2 kids and I knew he was good with them so I was not really worried about it. Mine was the first natural birth he saw. his other 2 were c-section. With mine, he was looking forward to it and looked like he was gonna pass out! He was like OMG!!:mad2: Jenn-it is good to see you happy again! Everyone have a great day!

MY goal is to not gain any more before we go! Is it doable? We'll see!!

Look at you Jenn-FANTASTIC!:thumbup:WAY TO GO! Judy-way to go on losing your cruise weight !! Well as I sit here I am still smoke free and plan to stay that way. Thanks for cheering me on! Macy is home. She was a very good girl at her mawmaw & pops house. It gave me time to go buy Easter Bunny stuff. OMG....so much candy:blink: Those little reeses eggs are calling me from the closet....I can hear them calling my name. I have gained a few pounds so I am really hoping it is water weight from TOM. I need to lose 6 pounds to get back down to the 173 I WAS down to. THAT SUCKS. YEP, you added correctly, I am at 179 but I should have known better than to get on the scales during TOM. :tt2: OK, I will quit complaining now. Have a great night everyone!

Good morning ladies! Terri-your dd dress sounds really pretty! Have fun with the shoe shoppng HAYDEE??? COME BACK!!!! Judy-how did Ethan sleep? I hope you all had a very peaceful night! Jane-we all have our bad days. Great thing is...today is a new day....forget yesterday and start over :wink: I am going to have to stop drinking coffee in the mornings I guess. I associate smoking with my coffee and right now I am having a hard time, but will keep on fighting off the demons. So, I need to change things around in my life until I find a new routine. I need to go and get some things done before macy comes home. I have grocery shopping to do as well. I will check back in later. Have a great day everyone!!

I am going to sleep like a baby.....or at least that is the plan!! Goodnight friends (((((((hugs)))))))

Pool Party at Suzies??? wooohooo, sounds like fun!! Thanks for all the positive feedback on the new non smoking me!! At about 3 PM I had the worst craving yet for one but I pushed the devil behind me and won that battle! Like Terri said, it is just a craving, not a command . Wise words. Now if I can just not replace the craving ith food I will be OK. THAT part is the battle!!! My mom & stepdad took Macy home with them and dh is at work:biggrin::thumbup:ALONE TIME! Judy-glad you had a good meeting today...I wish I could have been there. Laura-sounds like you may be as tired as I am. Poor thing! Terri-how did the dress shopping go with dd today? Pam-A new purse sounds nice. Great idea! I will have to wait until I find just the right one.....a dream purse:biggrin: Have a great evening violets!!

Well everyone, today is my quit day. I am a non-smoker as of today !:thumbup: (how is that for the power of positive thinking?!) My dh does not go to work until tonight and my mom & stepdad are coming over (as a surprise to macy) and we are going to the wildlife park & out to eat. Macy is gonna be so excited when she opens up the door and it is her mawmaw & pop! I have not been getting enough sleep. Between the chantix and macy coughing all night I feel like a zombie. At 11 PM she was coughing so hard she threw up. :blushing: I probably had a grand total of 5 hours sleep if I was lucky. She was up at 10:30, 3:00 and 5:00 and stayed up when she woke up at 5:scared2:. I am so ready for bed right now....and I have had 2 cups of coffee! Pam-So judging by who was nominated he is trying to backdoor Mattie and if he does not succeed he will get rid of Ryan? That is what I am thinking...unless there is someone other than Mattie he would backdoor?! Judy-how did things go at th dealership? It is fun to have a new ride...especially one that you do not have to turn into every gas station you come up onto! Jane & Jennifur-I see you...good morning! HAVE A GREAT DAY VIOLETS!!!!!!!

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I am excited!! woohoooo

Calgon....take me awayyyyy..... (hope you feel better pammie)

OH tracy!!!! How darlin' are they!!!!!!!!!

Pam-just sent you one back....