TracyK

Tracy-my dh thought I was coming back Sunday too. Oh well, keep thinking! LOL They will get over it....

Jane-when you check for biolage, check to see if they have some conditioner too. I have to use wash out conditioner cause leave in conditioner makes my thin hair GREASY!! EEEWWWW!!!

(if I would have lost that lost post I would have been PISSED) lol

Michelle-:eek: way to go on the weight loss :wub: Laura-be careful they don't charge you ten bucks per lemon slice. That would be my luck! Kat-congrats on getting you approval paper in the mail! That is cool.:smile2: Terri-what happened to you having a slow week or two you mentioned? lol never works out the way we think, huh?:smile2: Hey, did you know unfills are at no charge even after our year is up?! Found that out today. Judy-If you quit all of your music stuff you would probably go bonkers! Just think...all you would have time to do then is cruise, exercise and drink crystal light mixed drinks :tt2: Jenn-heard anything about the job you interviewed for? Pammie-did you read about the POV? When adam gave his speech when he put up the 2 nominees, I loved it. He was like "if you want him out (meaning James) fight for the POV". Good point. Tracy-I sure miss seeing you around. Get your butt back here woman...for crying out loud!:frown: Well, I have made a decision. I am going on Friday (my bandiversary) and getting a partial unfill. Here is why...I have gotten to where I can not even eat things that are good for me. The only things it seems I can get to go down my pipes these days is junk. I try to eat oranges or apples or even grapes and I end up PBing. I can not eat steak anymore (my favorite of all time). Then when I try to eat the things that are good for me and PB, then I go into the "oh screw it" mode and I end up turning to junk to be able to feel "satisfied". I would much rather be able to eat healthy things and not PB than to do what I have been doing the past couple of months. After the PB episodes we are supposed to take it easy with liquids/mushies for a couple of days but when I do that....I just end up binging on crap cause I know it is the only thing I can actually get to go down!. I was losing more weight when I was filled to 1.5 and choosing what to eat. I was eating healthier, that is for SURE. I can follow the rules if my band is cooperating. So, back to the basics for me. I am going into my dr on Friday and have them bring it back down some. I am gonna work the band, not the band work me. I am going to be able to eat healthier things again (thank God) and get back on track, once and for all!! For me, fills are not the answer. I would much rather have to watch my portions of what I eat than to only be able to eat high calorie things or stay on liquids the rest of my life! (that is the plan, anyway) :drool: Worked before a few months ago when I was actually losing weight! Wish me luck! (if it backfires, I know how to get back to the dr office) LOL Have a great evening violets.

Good morning violets- Kat-I am so sorry about what you are going through. I can not even begin to imagine. I will be praying for you. Have a good day everyone.

Good evening violets! Tracy-your post made me laugh about the hairy butts...:wink2: Pamela-did you see who won the veto? (I peeked) I could not help myself. Jane-I am gonna pm you about the hair stuff. Judy-love the kitchen & chairs. DH loved it too. Very pretty. CUTE little guy too! He looks like a very happy child! I cancelled my PS appt. too :ohmy:. I just can't do it...money wise, work wise home wise or any other kinda wise. Sounded good. In the grand scheme of things, I guess it just doesn't matter all that much. Maybe one day....until then I'll just live vicariously through Kat & Terri. Have a good evenig violets. Suzie, we will be thinking of you!

ummm... chocolate/reeses cookies and fritos and ice cream!!:cool:

Terri-its not vanity to want to look as good as possible and feel good about yourself....is it? If so, then I am vain too. Hmmm, learn something new every day! Now I will be humming that song "you're so vain" to myself all day :regular_smile: My gosh my band is so tight that I can not eat anything. Maybe TOM is coming early?! Other than that the only thing it could be is the horrible PBs I have been having are keeping it swollen....or maybe both. I am just in a horrible funk lately and can not seem to pull myself out of it. Weight wise and self discipline wise I am doing good. I am just down...:biggrin: and I c an not quite put my finger on exactly what it is. (maybe because there are so many things to choose from) BUT, I have to do is look around me (or watch the news) to see that I do not have it near as bad as others. Talk to you all later!! Pam-sorry about your new dresser....that SUCKS!

Judy-parasailing sounds like so much fun! Where are you cruising to in June? Jane-glad you had fun. I'll bet that is something you wont forget in a long time! DH just got home so I will bbl....

Yep, that is one of those kinda new rules to keep us from bringing that "potent" stuff home and starting up a meth lab at our houses....LOL They have to keep track of who is buying it, can you beleve? GIMME A BREAKKK!!!!!! Hope you feel better soon

Good morning everyone~ Yesterday I got the ball rolling to get things together to bring with me to my PS appt on the 28th. I have 2 drs to go get paperwork & documentation from. I am just so scared that I will get turned down. I wonder if they turn someone down if it is no forever or can I try again at a later time or maybe again next year?! Oh well, whatever will be will be! Supposed to be a very beautiful day here today. DSS and DSD are here this weekend. Last night was pizza night and I was able to eat 3/4 of a piece. That is not bad I think. It was the piece of cookie I ate afterwards that I should be ashamed of! DH worked all night and I am wondering how I am going to keep 3 kids quiet while he sleeps today. That'll be interesting. Jenn-I just love baby kitties!! They are so funny! Judy-how are we today? I hope yu are even better today! Jane-have fun!!! Terri-whats on your agenda today? Just like Pam...dh and I met online as well. SEE...there ARE success stories :tongue: Have a great day everyone! (3 weeks today of no smokes! yay me!)

Wow I was not done with my post.... Happy anniversary Michelle. Sorry you feel bad!! Judy-glad you are feeling a little better. Me not like it when you are sick!! :cursing: Laura-I need a maid too! So are you working out tomorrow at the gym? Have a great night violets!

Terri-heck yeah! That sounds like a great deal. I fI could do it, I would in a heartbeat! Jenn-fingers crossed for your new job! Pam-That math thing is awesome Kat-i daydream about having it done too. God, I hope it happens. If I am declined, I will just have to be happy with myself the way I am (or win the lottery). TracyKS-you are worrying me! You sound like you are mentally in a bad place. Let me help you out....:cursing:

Here I am!! I am not blocked!! wooohooo (so far anyway) Angela-I heard his staff is horrible. I am glad I went to Spivak...they are all great! Pam-I have those days too. It will get better...it is FRIDAY! Your PB story reminded me of the one I told you about the PB I had in the mexican food place....the one where the lady was in the only bathroom in the place!! Don't you just love parking lot episodes? LOL Not too good of advertising for the place we are eating at though! Terri-happy bandiversary! You have done so well!! I gotta run...be back later!

Good morning violets- Terri-I have always slept like a baby until taking these pills. The nights are getting better since I only take on epill per day now. TGIF.... As far as PS....I have some documentation, I just hope it is enough. You would think that 3 or 4 cases of staph and back problems would be enough for them to cover it. Never went to the dr for the rashes cause I was always too embarassed. Now I wish I would have. Oh well. Have a great day everyone and I guess I'll be back after work.

OK, I am going to attempt a long post...this is the 2nd attempt. If I fail, I will only post a one liner after that!! I hate losing my posts. Sorry for the short personals but I just do not have the "umph" to type anymore... mMchelle-it was way cool to hear haydee on the radio! Judy-feel better!! Terri-I don't remember what I had said before, so....:eek: Kat-do not sweat it until you find out when youare having it done. It will all work out great!:eek: Pamela-I don't remember what I said to you either...:eek: Sorry! Angela-I am from Dickinson...so we are pretty close! My stepkids live in Laporte. Who did your surgery? Jenn-i wish I could get a kitten but I am not ready for another pet after mine dying after so many years! Laura- (or should we call you gym junkie?) I would not wanna go on my day off either! Suzie-i plan on drinking my H2O anyway! I know I missed someone but...sorry.:bolt: I am just hurting in my back so bad and it has been a very long day. I am wanting a smoke even though I know I am not gonna get one! I do not really want it...I can not explain it...some of you may know what I mean. I think I may not be able to get online at work anymore. I think they blocked me. Have a great night everyone!

Good morning violets! Kat-is insurance paying for a panni or a TT? To me it would not really matter either way...the panni is the big one for me! When do you get a surgery date? Terri-glad you were able to get a good venue. I have heard that places book up FAST around Houston for Christmas! Pamela-I really loved last nights show. I was pleased with the hoh winner because I am hoping he will keep Ryan safe:wink2:. If James keeps doing well, then I hope he at least makes it to the final 2 but for right now I am at the point that I do not really care if he stays or goes, ya know? I am on the fence about him. Love/Hate thang! I gotta get moving and get macy ready for the day! Have a great one violets!

ugh...this oatmeal sucks...i want some BBQ

You know its funny how our opinions of ppl change as the show progresses. I feel the exact same way you do AND I do not want Shiela to win either...I just don't trust her. I want it to be either Ryan or James...(if Ryan was smart he would form an alliance with James)

So much for Terri "hanging out with us"!! BOOHOO Haydee-did you win Dynamo tickets on the radio just now? If not, there is more than one Haydee in Houston!! Hi Pammie-I see you!! Who do you want to get evicted tonight? Have a good night violets!

:thumbup::hurray::tt2::party:WOOOOOHHHHOOOOOOO!!!! YEAH KAT!!!!!!!!:eek: that is SO AWESOME (now I have a sparkle of hope for myself) YIPEEE!!!

:thumbup: Jenn-were you are bartender in this life or a former life?! LOL The drinks you talk about all sound yummy the way you describe them....and I hardly drink at all but hearing you makes me want one!

Hi again Angela-good to see you are posting with us. Where are you from? Pamela-I love BB!! You know what....I am starting to pull for the under dog. If James keeps this up, he is deserving of winning this. I dunno.... Kat-when I saw the caramel eggs I KNEW that you were referring to my dream. I bursted out laughing and dh was like, HUH? I wxplained the whole thing and he thought it was funny. Laura-even DH thought it was your brother in the pic...sorry! It is OK, Frank and I sort of look alike too. He could pass for my brother! At least when you have kids, they will look like both of you! LOL Terri-I do not time myself when I eat. I try to stick with the portion size I should have and if I feel full or satisfied before then, I stop. I think that you were just SO freaked out over the thought of PBing on the beef that you were being extra careful cause you wanted beef so bad. Another thing about how long it took...you were reading while eating. Time got away from you. I do not think you ate too much at all.:biggrin2: I could not read while I eat cause I would end up grazing on the food for hours!! Kinda like popcorn at a movie kinda thing, ya know? Jane-We are all your friends!:thumbup: Ugh...gotta get moving....have a great day everyone!

Wait a minute....I am not sure now that I have re-read some posts. I think it IS Haydee picking up at IAH after all! IGNORE ME PLEASE.......I am delirious....