I promise you it gets better!! Promise promise. You mourn food, hate what you eat. But after about 6 months you will be a different person. I 1/2 yrs out- I have lost approximately 100 pounds lighter. Nothing and I do mean nothing! Taste as good as I feel- hang in there, it will be one of your best decisions ever. You just thought you were happy-- you are about to see what happy is! You go girl!! ???? Hang tough!!