Hi everyone! I don't really know what to think at the moment.. My surgery was scheduled for May 23rd. I could have had it sooner but were moving mid April with a baby and i just want to be as ready as I can for this. When she said approved I was excited for 2 mins minutes and then fear and panic set in which was weird because I wanted this so bad and now I'm here and I feeling like canceling. Im doing this for me but also for my son because I think if I do this my fiancé will as well and he has 200lbs to lose. I want to be able to do whatever we want as a family an not have weight be a factor. I don't want our child to have the fat parents at school but most importantly I want my child to have both his parents healthy and for a very very long time. I'm nervous because we are foodies and our life and family revolve around food but enough is enough and I'm taking the first step. I've dieted and gained it back so many times I'm tired of all of it. I'm having surgery with dr.laguna in Minneapolis, mn. Just wanted to say hi everyone!! Sorry if I rambled I'm so scared and excited!!
Starting Weight: 245
Current Weight: 240
Goal Weight: 160
Height 5'6
