Ok.. I'm sooooo sooooo sooooo scared of dying. I have twin girls. What if I die?? I've literally been writing a "if you're reading this, I'm gone" letter. I'm so scared. AND I get sleeved on the 18th. My insurance runs out the end of this month (husband got a new job). What if something goes wrong?? I'm freaking out. Someone talk me off the edge, tell me this is normal, and I can do this.