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I feel sorry for myself knowing I have to drink liquids for 3 days prior ... I don't know how u guys diet for 6 months! Power to you!! ( Mines May 11 hopefully)

I was thinking about that the other night! I'm pre sleeve .. I was worried I'd just want to chew the yummy steak then spit it out but out of habit id swallow! It was like an awake nightmare lol ..

Don't know why it did my comment twice lol ... Ok thanks - ill keep them to a minimum

Don't know why it did my comment twice lol ... Ok thanks - ill keep them to a minimum

To confirm a "slider" is a food that does down "too" easily?

To confirm a "slider" is a food that does down "too" easily?

Hmmm I was thinking of getting help after - dietitian or physiologist? I don't think I have huge emotional eating problems .. I just love food - happy or sad I eat too much .. I got really mad when I went to a dr who was covering for my dr while away. He said I had a food addiction - I was like whatever - u can't be addicted to food - you need food - that's like saying you're addicted to air or breathing! Lol ... Now I get it

Yes people are quite ignorant to going over seas - ESP Mexico ... Do they think we're stupid and just made this decision on a whim?! Lol

I am a super organised person so that's not a problem. I love healthy foods but when I feel really hungry I eat the bad carbs as that's what I feel will only fill me up (touch the sides lol) . I'm lookin forward to knowing that I can have a piece of fruit and it will be satisfying .. Instead of a whole bag of chips lol

Hmmm I was thinking it would be so nice not having to panic about what/where my next meal will be from ... This sounds like u have to be even MORE organised lol

You look much happier in the last photo! So that makes u look even more attractive x

Thank you! I still have to wait on who can come w me - worst case scenario I go it alone to TJ (to meet up w Kristina!) but want all the facts so I can book everything and get work covered etc ASAP ... I have heard their hospital is new that's a big plus! I heard the cancun one when u first walk in you want to walk back out again hahaha ... Thank u so much ill contact u if I choose PV Rebecca

Haha you're so sweet to look it up! Thanks ill go have a look - I hope (ESP for the trip home) it would be direct. If my friend can come we can get a big discount on air nz as she works there. Fingers crossed. Otherwise it will be TJ and flying direct would be great! Thank you again!! x

AAAHHH I CAN'T WAIT!! ... I want to move it up!

Hi Amanda Rae! ... Yes that is also wise... I have a $2000 dollar flight to LA to add to the surgery price. I was baffled at first why everyone went to TJ ... Even tho the cost sounds/looks much nicer they seem to have some great facilities in TJ ... So I'm at the point of not even caring where I go now as long as someone takes out my stomach! Lol

That's grey news!! Yes, I've turned into a very negative person about myself as its SO unattractive!! I can't wait to feel confident again ... And also getting dressed in the morning ... I wear %10 of my clothes & I have some really nice clothes but won't wear Any of them ! ! (I split my fave pants last week - that didnt help matters) This surgery can't come soon enough ...

I got into the low 200's a few years ago. I've been on and off diet pills for years (I'm a boxer and I've had to drop weight)... They are horrible and bad for you and are like a bandaid over the problem. I also know this tool isn't "permanent" but I love the idea of hunger not ruling my life. I have PCOD and I'm 35 this year. I met a guy over Christmas. I heard later he referred to me as "that fat chick" .... No one else will be touching my body (besides my wax lady) until post op. I'm not as big as some here but I've felt the same feelings and emotions as you. I've had "your stomach doesn't gross me out as much anymore" from a boyfriend. "You got fat" from an ex, said in front of a group of friends. I said "not fat voluptuous" he said "no fat". A stranger on a plane told me "I'd be more beautiful if I ate less" ... I have more but I won't bore you. This Christmas one was the last straw. I don't feel "fat" inside ... I want to be happy and confident again ... This yo-yoing has gone on sine about 20 yo - enough already! I'd rather die on the operation table trying, then go on like this! Parents are against Mexico but I know I'm in good hands and have all this support on here even if I don't have there's %100 <3

My BMI is 30 .. 5'6 190lbs .... If I hear just eat less or workout more ... I might punch them ... I'm looking at Mexico in may ... Fingers crossed

Thanks (yet again) I did actually use the search bar for PV but I'm on my phone and may not of gone deep enough ... Ill go look now!! X

Cool thank you! I'm still waitin on my friends leave to be confirmed ... There's a chance ill have to go to TJ by myself if she can't come ... It's starting to look more appealing lol Cancun would be nicer but its down to $$ ... Thanks again ????

I live in New Zealand and we don't have those stores lol ... Ill have to look into if we can buy over the counter?? .. I took 2 x 2mg ones - I didn't know we could take up to 10! That's good to know lol Rebecca

I just got melatonin from the drs .. It's the hormone our body produces for sleep - I've fallen asleep much better in the last 2 days - but still wake up a few times during the night. It will take a few days to build up I'm told ????

Ive heard some good stories about Cancun .. All good except the front lobby gives u a fright and makes you want to run away & the hospital beds are super uncomfortable .... I would like some good / bad details about PV please ????

Yes that's why if I bring someone ill try and make it PV or cancun. If I go by myself I can do TJ... I want some benefit for my friend coming. I'm planning a couple days in LA on the way there for some shopping (at VS & PINK) we don't have them in nz!! Lol