Thanks all. I have not paid him. Its funny, I was planning on sending the deposit the day I recieved the email canceling my appointment. I know you are all right, but its a little tough for me. Im a self pay and the doctor only charges $6800. What I liked about him was that he was close enough that I could drive to his office to do the fills and adjustments. Whats odd is that I've seen postings raving about how great his bed side manner is. I wonder if he really has another engagment or if he's blowing me off because I question him about his price. The only other doctors that is in his price range, lives in Monterery, so I will have to fly out to see him. There is a Dr. Rodriguez who has an office in acuna, but his office looks so run down that its scary. They say he has all the latest equipment, but look at this link of his facilities Medical Facilities
Seeing my ex really "brought home" just how badly I've let myself go. Its not just the weight, its everything. When we were dating, I wouldnt have left the house without my makeup and hair done. I took a lot of pride in how I looked. Now its a pony tail and some lipstick in the car. Where oh where did the old me go. I just kept thinking, how did I let it get this far. I guess the process is so slow, that you dont even realize it.