LeesaDee

I am so nervous.....anxious....excited. I just wanted to put that out there. I know I will not be able to sleep at all tonight! C'mon 7:30 am you can't come fast enough!

I literally just had a convo like that with one of my friends..... I thought I sounded so juvenile and crazy. But it makes me feel sane that someone has the same exact thought!! "Oh I'm so glad you want to date me now... Oh i'm sure it has nothing to do with the fact that I lost a lot of weight" But I have totally sworn off the guys that are around now.... They had their chance, my personality isnt changing just my outside....

The days are dwindling! I can not believe how fast March 11th is coming. Super anxious

I can not believe that it's March! Only ten days until my surgery. Nerves are setting in, but I am so excited for my life to change. I'm doing ok on my pre op diet... I needed to stop myself from straying but it hasn't gotten out of hand. The only thing in between me and surgery is my last meeting with my surgeon. I am not sure exactly what is going to happen I am sure it's just him giving me directions and stuff for the big day! Ahh I am still in shock that I am actually going through with it! *breathe*

As I am counting down the days to my surgery I am starting to think about I am going to do once I've dropped some weight. I guess you can say a "TO DO" list that I can measure my progress besides looking at weight. Here is my list (in no order) Do a cartwheel Sit in between people at the movies, theatre and stadiums Buy and fit in Pink sweat pants from VS Rollercoasters Getting the seatbelt on airplanes to fit with out "sucking it in" Run a mile without stopping What else should I add to my list?! What are you guys looking forward to doing!?

I'm counting down the days too!! Woo March 11!

March 11th...... It can not come any faster! I am so excited that I am being to get nervous. I have to start my two week pre op protein shake diet on Sunday. I think that is going to be one of the hardest parts, to be physically able to to eat whatever I want but not be able to. I guess that is why I am needing to get the surgery right?! I am ready for all this change that is coming. One more nice dinner out and one more night out at the bar with my friends and then I will buckle down and do what I need to do. Is that a bad way to look at it? One last hurrah? I'm not dying but I want "one last meal" before all of this happens. Did anyone else do that?!

I am so looking forward to shopping for new clothes!! I can not wait to be in the same fitting rooms as my friends trying on the same clothes as they are.

I am lucky that my pre op diet is only two weeks. I know I can do anything for two weeks....

Yay!! I'm getting so excited that its turning into nervousness... hahaha

March 11th!! I am soo excited! That date can not come fast enough!!!!

I had submit the past five years. It was no problem for me because I had gone to the gyno but the nurse I was talking to said I could have submitted pictures of myself over the years to prove that I was over weight if I didnt have doctors records. Maybe that is something you can try if you need to find a way to prove to them. I got approved for my surgery. So it's just a hoop for you to jump through!

I just got my surgery date! March 11th. I start the pre op diet stuff on the 25th.... I know this is what I want but I can't help but think of these next five days as the last days to live it up. The 11th can not get here fast enough I am so ready for all of this to happen!!!!

I say go with your instincts. It's been a while since you two last dated and things have changed. I dont recommend going from zero to sixty but if you are both are interested in each other I say go for it.