Harpo

I've been approved for the surgery, but am having doubts. Why? I love to eat. I love going to restaurants. I love sampling different foods. I feel like my whole life, I've been on a search for taste. On the other hand, I want to have the surgery so that I stay in this earth for my kids, & don't have a heart attack & die. I've tried many, many diets. I always lose weight...and then gain it back. I'm 6'1 & 328lbs currently. I also enjoy going out on the town & drinking occasionally. (Once a month.) Will I still be able to do this? Any advice?

May go on Spring Break with my kids 2-3 weeks after surgery. Spring break will be lots of time in the pool & hot tub. Will I be ok?