chantelleyxo

i am new to this , 27 year old mom of two little boys , one who is 5 and a half and the other is 4 . i am starting groups in feb. hoping for a march sleeve . i am really nervous because of my kids and i think so negative . i am looking for some positive feedback on this , and how others think . is this normal to feel this way , etc ? ive had surgery before so i know how it all is , but i just wanna be ALIVE lol .