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I am so where u r!! 5 weeks out exhausted all the time emotional feel sick every time I put anything into my body! I keep telling my people it's like I'm Pavlov's dog I throw up with anything I put in my tummy I'm scared to eat or drink anything so I just don't. It's not how I'd like it to be but it's the truth. I wish I could nap everyday but have 4 little ones so no go. Just feel like a zombie with no energy. Makes me sad and yes regretful. And I know there is no turning back so I hold tight to the fact that one day I will feel well again. I don't mean to complain I know I made this choice blah blah blah but miss my happiness and energy.

I am almost 4 weeks out and about half the time I eat I throw up and the other half I feel so sick to my tummy. I have been a major u know what since surgery. The physical part was easy the losing one of my best friends not so easy. I've been so emotion and weepy and crazy mean to my family. I'm regretting this decision lately as I just want to crawl in bed and not get out!

I couldn't agree more I'm 4 weeks out and today I had a half of protein shake and half a Greek yogurt and that's it. Everything makes me feel sick. It bums me out I'm depressed and weepy because I have no energy to handle my 4 little ones. I wish I knew it would get better!

Today when I took one sip of my protien shake I started throwing up. Yesterday is was pudding, the day before it was soup. The only thing that doesn't mke me want to throw up or throw up is water. I know I should call my doc but just been avoiding it. I am still on purees.

I'm scared to drink it makes me feel sick! I hear my tummy growling feels like I'm starving! Scared to death ill just not way and drink because of pavlov dogs ill be condition to not because in scared of the consequences. Just so nervous thirsty and hungry help friends!

Iffy where did u have it done in wa? I just had mine at nwwls

Help me I got my endoscopy today and all looked good scheduled for the 13th but I'm so so so nervous I'm afraid of the pain and lack of energy I have 4 little kiddos. How much pain is there day 1,2 and 3

We should all sell our clothes on eBay plus size cute clothes do well then we can support out new shopping trips!

I am so there with you!! I have 4 kids to feed and opening the fridge is even hard for me I think I'm starving but I know I'm not. I am 3 days out and it is emotional hard and a struggle. I hold faith that this shall pass

U look awesome way to rock it!!

Had my surgery yesterday why I am I so starving? My tummy is growling and I just feel hungry! Advise please

Really doing alright on my fluids it's so hard not to eat foods my tummy just feels so hungry

Grossest tasting thing ever!! But so cool I got to watch it go down and my actual stomach truly looks like a pencil with a ball in the top and one on the bottom he took 80%out crazy!

Maybe start out only cooking one so you don't feel as wasteful or force yourself to finish. We have to change put entire life and way of thinking if you feel your wasting have containers so you can put leftovers in them without feeling guilty.

In yesterday sleeves yesterday and am headed home now!! The pain is not too bad at all. Why do I hear my stomach growling and feel so hungry?? Don't understand this feeling. I can't believe it's over I was bawling my eyes out at the beginning yesterday but today whole new day, new start new beginning! Please feel free to ask any questions I was so nervous before and could get enough info, this site is a life saver" but I'm happy to answer anything you wonder.

I love my floppy message could I spell it all wrong teehe! Good drugs peeps! It's day two and I'm more sore today but also feel more alive! Getting discharged this morning! It was not nearly as bad as I thought truthfully. I was bawling yesterday just for the fear of the unknown but now I know and I'm so much better. Thanks for listening

The surgeon came out and met with me after surgery today! I did have a small hernia they had to repair but he said I have no fat on the inside of my organs it's all right under the skin between muscles and skin? It this wires or what? Freaked me out a bit but then calmed me because my fat was not in my heart liver or kidneys.

Sitting here waiting to go in for surgery crying endlessly scared and can't stop thinking of my 4 little girls just want this part to be over!! My tummy is a mess will keep you posted on how it goes!!

I am alright!!! They keep you pretty dipped up so I've had a hard time seeing to post but I'm alive!!!? Sore as all get out but no tears since before surgery. They've discouraged water for me, usually they push it, but It makes me sick to drink or. Te right side incision is super sore where they do most of the manipulation. My tummy is painful and my nausea high but I'm walking walking walking and no gas pain yet!

My surgery is Thursday and after reading many post in concerned my surgeon did no cardiac or EKG testing really no testing at all a ton of blood work but that's it no nicotine testing etc. I admit I have had a hard time on the preop diet but I'm getting through it I also admit to being a smoker please no lectures I know my risks but all these things do make me nervous as hell!

I went and bought a ton of kids cuisines today so I wouldn't have to cook for my kiddos the first week. I am scared to be around homemade food and having to prepare all that while I am recovering. Hope this works out!

I am December 13th too! My birthday is 12-12-12 this year so I figured with an epic birthday I mught as well shoot for an epic lifestyle change:) Nervouse as all get out but heres looking to a very bright future!

I had my endoscopy yesterday and all went well except I hated feeling all floopy after it. It just upped my fear for the whole thing. I have 4 little kiddos and am so scared I won't have the energy for them. I am scared about pain. Can anyone shed some light on pain in the first week? Day by day? I know I have read lots on this board but I just found it last week and I can't get enough of it lol! I am ready excited yet scared to death. I think about backing out because I am scared I will fail at this, like I have in so many diets. I am sure I am not along in that. Thanks friends! So nervous. Wish it was just done and over with.