Oh girl, I feel exactly like this and mine is not til 1/14. I am terrified of Christmas parties and our annual cookie baking with the family. I have only told a few very close friends and no family (outside hubby) that I am having this. I am not ready for the oh, you are not fat, you can loose weight if you really wanted. So hang in there young lady and let me know how things go for you.
I am super excited and super anxious. I started buying baby food yesterday for post op, so I can see what I like before surgery. My hubby is helping by joking around, but I cannot get it off my mind either!
Good luck to us all, we deserve our elation!