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IndioGirl55

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  1. IndioGirl55

    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    Good Evening Gang.. It's 7:15 and I am just sitting down - had gym tonite - paid bills before that - went an picked up scrip it was only 30 day (bp pills) should have been 90 - 8.99 for 30 - 9.99 for 90... Well stupid me I just put a few pills in the smaller container and I only had 4 left so when I called gave them the wrong script # - so had to go back and get my 90 for $9.99.. The animals are fed - both Andrew's and my dinner are cooking - he's having chilli mac and me fish - rice- spinach Jackie - hugs & prayers for a safe surgery and speedy recovery for Courtney !!! And you too - I know you are going to be frantic... Candice - How cool 4-6 week vacation - you aren't going to want to go back to work.... Ya I think $614 was a great deal !!! Love your quilt !!! And you know I LOVE THE blue/yellow one - that's my fav one !!! Yes you & Peter have to make it to Cali - I am going to be so jealous that you all get to meet Karla !!! Yep getting old is for the birds - I know my Aunt's Eyes weren't good she couldn't read - but could still watch t.v. Helll what is there to do if you can't see - that would be the pits - but Debbie's bro is blind and he's on the computer all the time and I think he has a contractpion for the t v too.. Karla - I thought Teachers were suppose to have good insurance - hell yours is worse than mine and we are in a small group - I would think you would have better coverage - I pay about 80 a month so that I have a $500 ded and 80% co insurance - and my employer pays 485... Darling you need to go to the doc and if you need surgery get it - all they will do is send you to collections but you will be fixed - as long as you pay $5 month they will leave you alone... Phyl - those extra calories may just help you hit ONDERLAND.. take an extra water pill though - I bet all that food was full of salt... You are going to have so much fun on your cruise - you will be walking !!!! Kari - WTG I am super proud of you on the no soda!!! Heck you are retired too you have the time to drive to go to the gym - gives you something to do... I had a really good workout tonite - my arms are going to be sore tomorrow.. Did any one watch biggest loser last night - I think you can go to nbc and watch it on line - I saw a part about this young girl who weight the most (more than the men) and it was between her team and another one to go home - I fell asleep and missed part of it - but the red team said send us home we have a good support system and this girl don't remember her name didn't - and she really needed the help.. Just like us they have the same connection - their fatness - it was very very touching - I think I need to go watch it online - hate that I missed part of it - and the girl who was in charge/had the power last night is going to be in trouble next week it looks like.. Well my dinner's done - so I am signing off.... Thanks for all the hugs & prayers - I am doing ok really - Saturday will be sad - but - she lived a good long life and now she's with her family up in heaven... xoxoxoxo J
  2. IndioGirl55

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    Cheri - I don't know where I would be without capri's and longer length sleeve - I don't do shorts and I don't go sleeveless (well at home I do) Thanks Eva - I will be fine - yes it's about the closure and saying good by.. I think everyone is having computer issues - our email was down yesterday here at work Laura - My DS has those typed of couches/loveseats - I love them - I wish I had a recliner - next couch will have the recliner in it. Yes you have been busy !!! Julie - Hugs - hopefully the shot will kick in soon - you sound busy - take care and don't over do it... Well I’m glad to say my food has been excellent the last few days. I have been paying attention to my fullness and not ignoring it.. Last night fish – rice and just a little of my veggies – then sf cinnamon pudding. That was it... One minute I think I need a fill – but I really don’t I just need to pay attention to my fullness and make good food choices. Well need to get but in gear if I am going to leave early tomorrow – CBL
  3. IndioGirl55

    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    Good Morning Gang Jackie its sure good to have you back !!! Hugs on the boss issues – I don’t know if I could fire someone – especially if I liked them – I use to be late all the time and was a great one for calling in sick on Monday mornings – it was cuz I was a party girl :0)… I was lucky they didn’t fire me – one year I was late/sick – I owed my employer 2 weeks.. Good Luck on that one… Hugs and Prayers for Courts surgery – She will be fine – but I know you won’t believe that until it’s all over… I won’t be on line after Thursday nite – so know my thoughts are with you.. Karla – Did you sleep ok last night – besides being woke up by the doggies & cat – My Angel got me up right when I was falling a sleep – (she comes and licks me in the face) so took her – then woke up 2:45 to pee then went back to bed – about 15 minutes later the cat is fighting with another cat (I guess) in my laundry room (which is across the hall from my room) I wake up to this screaming – I jump up it was dark – didn’t see another cat but had to be (we have doggie doors and I can’t lock them cuz sometime she (sheba) goes out and has to get back in) It woke Andrew up – who’s screaming – I guess he thought it was me :0)… OMW on your internal issues – my Aunt had major colon problems back in the 70’s in the hospital for a month – blockage – surgeries – adhesion and her tummy always hurt.. Lemon juice – watermelon – cranberry juice – I have never been plagued with bladder issues – so I’m not much help there.. Well I’m glad to say my food has been excellent the last few days. I have been paying attention to my fullness and not ignoring it.. Last night fish – rice and just a little of my veggies – then sf cinnamon pudding.. One minute I think I need a fill – but I really don’t I just need to pay attention to my fullness and make good food choices. Well need to get but in gear if I am going to leave early tomorrow – CBL
  4. IndioGirl55

    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    Are you suppose to do them at night or in the a.m. - one time the doc gave me a b12 in the afternoon - and I was up all night this was a long time ago... I take the sublingual and I don't really feel any diff.. Well I'm off to eat and watch t.v.
  5. IndioGirl55

    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    Do you have more energy???
  6. IndioGirl55

    I'm here to help...

    OMW YOU ALL HAVE BEEN BUSY TODAY !!!! Great I would be pissed too about the dr situation and I would tell the doc in person - cuz she might intercept the letter and destroy it. Like Phyl says you have youth on your side in the healing - heck look at Phyl she's doing great I got hotel (marriott courtyard) - airfare (non-stop) - rent a car (midsize) for $650 on priceline.com - I thinks that's a good price -I fly out of Palm Springs on Friday morning- Come home Sunday morning - Services are on Saturday.. Julie - Hope that shot works sooner rather than later... I can't wait to put up my summer clothes - but heck my winter clothes are really your summer clothes - it's suppose to get in the 80's this weekend - 60 at night... What's up with all you tall chicks !!!! I'm 5'2 - I have to wear heals or hem - unless I get petties... Laura alot of pple seem to lose weight that way - Hope the next fill gives you more restriction - you can't get an earlier appt.. BUT JUST THINK ABOUT HOW MANY SIZES YOU HAVE GONE DOWN SINCE 7/07 !!!! HELL IT STILL MIGHT BE HARD TO FIND PANTS - BUT A LEAST THEY ARE A SMALLER SIZE !!! Charlene - When I ck'd the weather on Sunday - chance of thrunder storm on Friday 75 during the day on Sat - 50's at night... Jenno - Hugs I totally get what you are saying... Ok gotta go feed the dogs - cbl
  7. IndioGirl55

    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    Candice Yes I got my ticket - air - hotel - rent a car for $650 on priceline.com - pretty good price with out advance notice - I ck'd american air lines website it would have been $1300 just for the plane.. I fly out of Palm Springs 7:35 a.m on Friday - get to Tx 12:20 (2hr time change) Come home Sunday - leave TX at 9:45 - land in PS 10:40 (again time change) I am friends with the IT girl - so I don't have a problem with surfing the net - but we get alot of spam at work - we have a filter it goes to my spam folder most of the time - I found that when I FB I was getting tons of spam here at home... Since I really haven't been there that much - it's slowed down - but LBT has it's one clicks (tracking devices) - so we are always beening tracked and spamed - they all have it (websites) that's how they afford to run.. I couldn't live without my nails even though at times they are a pain to keep up.. Way to go Kari - Yes Soda is your 1st step on getting back in the groove.. My food has been good for the last 2 days - But on Saturday & Sunday it sucked - candy - 1/2 bagel (threw the other half away) 5 choc chip cookies with walnuts - 2 glasses of wine and who know's what else - I know I ate too many carbs Today had to run Andrew around - he wanted micky D's so I got a snack warp (grilled chipote 260 calories) ate almost all of it except the last bite of the tortilla - it filled me for about 1/2 hr then I was hungry - had 1/4 c peanuts and then just water Just drank some more water (got stuck - on water - and haven't done that in ages) and right this second I am ok - it's too early for dinner... I have 2 big 10/1 renewals and I am trying to take off 1/2 day Thursday to get nails done - banking - shopping etc before I go.. I got a text message this morning from Steph - No Prolapse all is ok with her band - I assume it was from her it was a diff # than what I have for her in my phone - but who else would be texting me with that info - got the text about 7:20 a.m on my way to work... I think my mind would drift too much with the book on tape - I listen to snips on Itunes cuz I thought I might want to down load one - but I didn't care for the voices.' Hugs on DD's no it doesn't ever get better - for a while it might go smooth then there will always be a bump in the road to stir things up..
  8. IndioGirl55

    I'm here to help...

    You aren't changing the topic - we are all over the place it changes from second to second :0) I agree you need to see the doctor... Keep us posted... Apples it worked food was good yesterday - I don't think I ate bf - lunch spinach tuna salad w/feta cheese and yogurt dressing 300 ca - dinner baked blackin catfish 3/4 c butternut squash 1/2 c rice 370 cal - 1 hrs leg workout and then got up this a.m. 4:30 - gym by 5 and did my 3 miles. No Snacks - so my total was 670 - hell say 700 - I never got back on the computer last night didn't get home till 8:30 - after gym took andrew to get a new phone - but store didn't have one in stock - said they called the other store and they didn't have any - so we came home and he called the other store - they had it - so I put my dinner in the oven set the timer and off to palm desert we went - well he got a replacement phone (he paid for it) today we get the window fixed (he's paying for it) and I got some errands after work.. So did it this morning... I think I am going to call doc today and set up appt for next week - Restriction is a good thing :0)... Well gang drive by post gotta get butt in gear - I am taking off early on Thrusday (working 1/2 day) so that I can get food shopping done for Andrew and the animals while I am gone - banking - and nails - then gotta figure out what to pack - it's still in the 100's here - high 70's at night - TX is suppose to be 75 and 50's night.. cbl
  9. IndioGirl55

    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    Good Morning Gang I read yesterday but never got a chance to post - busy at work then last night gym then had to take Andrew to get a replacment phone (he paid for it) today at lunch have to take the car in to get the window replaced (again he's paying) - got up at 4:30 a.m. went to the gym at 5 did 3 miles - since I won't be getting there tonite - have to go by the accountants office drop off stuff then p/u Andrew's car. food good yesterday - bf don't think I ate - lunch spinach tuna feta cheese salad - dinner baked blacked catfish 4 oz - 3/4 c butternut squash and 1/2 c rice. Didn't get home til 8:30 so that's when I ate watched some of dancing with the stars and went to bed - slept pretty good.. Phyl - Love your little grown up gd - too cute.. Jackie - Girl don't settle for anything less that 100% Candice - When's the wedding ... Karla - I have never had a smore - had marshmellow and I agree w/you brown - My kids like there hot dog bbq'd to a crispt... Ugh... Kari - Thanks for the hug !!! WTG no soda - really really proud of you. Linda - what's up GF Karri - Where are you Denise - Hugs Steph - are you alive - how's the tummy and your stress this week.. Well gotta get to work - I am taking off 1/2 Thursday to get nails done - food shopping for Andrew while I'm gone and banking... So got ton's to do... CBL - Love & Hugs to all my girls...
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    Hi Gang Busy at work never got to post this morning.. Laura - what happen to the knee - I missed that... Meredith - congrats on the 50 lbs mark WTG gay guy is a girls bff :0) Phyl - yep not sleep makes for a cranky girl - hope tonites better Apples - Hugs - I have had too many sweets this weekend - I am done :0) Melissa - I could be a nutritionist even when I was 250 - I knew what to do - but didn't do it - Gotta confess the last couple day's haven't been good for me up 1.5 right now - but I do usually weight more at night than in the a.m. - so am not freaking too much - I ate 1/2 bagel yesterday and 5 Cookies - yes drowning my sorrows.. I think I could use a fill after eating that bagel - I could have eaten the whole thing but I threw the other half away - the cookies are in Andrew's room - so I will be ok tonite.. I think I will call the doc next week and maybe get a tweek well gotta go to the gym - legs tonite - will cbl Hugs J
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    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    Candice Glad you had a great time !!! Well gang - I'm going to Tx on Friday... Services are on Saturday - will fly home on Sunday... I talked to my cousin Alfred tonite - I have never spoken to him !! he's 67 - his wife is Kathy - they seem very nice - it's going to be weird to meet them - they are my family and we don't know each other - when I called (Chris gave me his number) they know who I am and Alfred said - I remember seeing you when you were a baby.. I guess his sis - Sandy isn't coming after all - Chris said she might - but Alfred said she wasn't - she recently had back surgery.. Well I guess something good will come of this - I get to meet my cousin !!! His wife and him seemed very very friendly - but it's going to be weird - we have a age diff - I'm from cali they live in New Jersey and I know I am totally diff than them - what are they going to think of my nose piercing - OMW I am going to shock them... How much small talk can there be - The get to Dallas 3:30 - I fly in at 12:30 - Chris suggested dinner if they weren't too tired - so we will see - and then will spend Saturday with them - Chris is kind of quite serious - Karen his wife is freindly - I fly home 9:40 Sunday morning heck with the time diff I will arrive in PS by 10:40..
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    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    I was wondering where you were - Glad you had a great time Don't go - give it a week and see how it goes with the cat.. Mine are eating and using the kitty litter - now I have to take the to a no kill shelter - that's going to break my heart - I have one person who wants one and supposeitly Andrew may have a home for 1 or 2.. Well back from shopping - just went to Target - got 2 cute sweater skirts flared one in purple and one in black and a black white hounds tooth sweater.. These skirts will look darling with my boots - now I just have to wait for winter !! Yesterday 111 -!!! 106 today - suppose to cools to the high 90's this coming week and mid 60's at night - I will be able to turn off a/c pretty soon (hopefully) Well gotta go see what weather in Texas is going to be and look for air fare - hotel and then see what my bills are going to be on the 1st !!! CBL
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    Eva I love the way that you put that "thought that was it - there would be no one that loved me that way and in a sense that is true, but my world is filled with love, from family (siblings & DH) and friends. You still have your children and grandchildren (I don't have that) and you have friends...we are all pulling for you. " Thanks !!! Well I am showered and dressed - most of the wash done - not put away but on my bed - getting out of the house for a bit - don't know where I am going - we ya sort of maybe hit costco - target - staters and home... cbl
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    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    Phyl can't wait to see you walking !!!! Glad you had a good time with family !!! Jackie the massage was 50 mintues - and I hear you on the neck and shoulders - mine are still tight - I may go to massage envey today - we will see - I am washing right now and going thru my hidden jewelry - stuff I have from my Mom's mom - stuff I got from my stepmom (wore her pearls to the week the other weekend) stuff I got from x's - need to get it hidden again ;0).. Yes dear if you have to have a complusion - cleaning would be the one I would choose :0) it's not bad.. Thats cuz you are a perfectionist and don't have the time to do it the right way - so you just don't do it at all ;0) I hear you on that one - well back to my stuff cbl
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    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    Good Morning Gang I am feeling better this morning - Yesterday when I went to p/u gf for massage - and telling her my woes of lossing my Aunt - she gave me a glass of wine - it was 9:30 a.m. (but noon somewhere) ended up 2 glasses had a buzz then went for my massage - it was good - I enjoyed it but could have used another 1/2 and next time asking for a guy - gf got an extra 10 minutes and he really got the knots out of her shoulders (I carry my stress there too).. I am now hooked on them - want to go for another one... I didn't go out last night - didn't feel like it - got a candy bar to drowned my sorrows - but it didn't taste good - didn't even finish it (it was a big one did eat 3/4 before I decided it wasn't going to taste good) but did have 3 cheese tacos (those tasted good) - I wanted white gravy and rice - but didn't have the fixings so had a lean cusiene alfreado instead... Slept good with the help of a sleeping pill - now need to shower and get out of the house - need to look for airfairs too - well all in time... Jackie - Hugs - I don't know if I would be married to a person just for the sake of being married - it doesn't sound like much of a marraige to me - and I can only imagine how terrible the loss of you 1st DH affects you and the kids - espcially dieing at such a young age.. Karla - love the part on couldn't compete w/the drugs - I get you on that one - but that wasn't your fault - that's drugs - no one's love can compete with drugs - drugs is their love even as it's killing them - they just can't help themsleves - no matter how much we love a person - we can't fix them.. Well - I need to get busy... Doing what I don't know - I can wash - clean (I am far from being ocd like our jackie :0) and I need to continue to look into airfares - So off i go to get something done..
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    Good Morning Gangs Thanks for all the thoughts & prayers - I feel better today - went for my massage yesterday - it was good but next time I am going to get a guy - my gf got an extra 10 minutes.. I stayed home last night didnt feel like going out - bought a candy bar - to drown my sorrows - but it didn't taste good - didn't even finish it - but did eat 3 cheese tacos :0) - I'm ok with it - it's done and it's over with - wanted white gravy over rice but didn't have the fixings so had a lean cusiene alfreado instead... Eva love the pics of your turtles - Laura love the pics of your cutie Nelson Great - hope the ribs are better today - do you have the band thingie they gave some of us after banding - that's all you can do is rap it I think... Well I need to get in gear - I slept well last night (with the help of a sleeping pill) feel rested this a.m. - need to go ck air fares... Thanks again for your support - it means the world to me... Hugs Janet
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    Good Morning Gang... Well, when I got home from work - stopped by Marshalls & Target 1st - the red light on the answering machine was blinking - it was Chris - asking me to call him. Well, I knew what that meant - you don't leave those kinds of messages on the phone. My Aunt passed away yesterday morning 9ishTX time so that was 7 something my time. The funeral will be next Saturday - Not sure if I am going or not - I feel I need to - but it will be an expensive trip - My one cousin Sandy & her Dh aren't coming I guess they both had surgery recently - but her bro Alfred and his wife are coming - I don't know either one of them since they are both like 18 yrs older than me.. I am incredibly sad - I really feel like an orphan now - my parents gone - my bros gone now my Aunt Dot is gone - it's only me - I know death should be about the person who died but it really isn't it's about those of us left behind and our pain and sorrow - She was 93 - good mentally but physically not so good and then with the return of the cancer - I am glad that she is no longer suffering and now is with her family that I know she missed them terribly.. Well - gym is calling me this morning - well it's not really - but I know I have to go - and then I am going for my massage at 10 a.m. I need to get moving - I need to look for air fares and hotels - I looked a bit last night - but remember someone saying that Tuesdays fares are cheaper - but don't know if that's so on a short notice trip... Will cbl - am suppose to go out with Debbie tonite - not really in the party mood - so we will see.
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    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    Good Morning Gang... Well, when I got home from work - stopped by Marshalls & Target 1st - the red light on the answering machine was blinking - it was Chris - asking me to call him. Well, I knew what that meant - you don't leave those kinds of messages on the phone. My Aunt passed away yesterday morning 9ishTX time so that was 7 something my time. The funeral will be next Saturday - Not sure if I am going or not - I feel I need to - but it will be an expensive trip - My one cousin Sandy & her Dh aren't coming I guess they both had surgery recently - but her bro Alfred and his wife are coming - I don't know either one of them since they are both like 18 yrs older than me.. I am incredibly sad - I really feel like an orphan now - my parents gone - my bros gone now my Aunt Dot is gone - it's only me - I know death should be about the person who died but it really isn't it's about those of us left behind and our pain and sorrow - She was 93 - good mentally but physically not so good and then with the return of the cancer - I am glad that she is no longer suffering and now is with her family that I know she missed them terribly.. Well - gym is calling me this morning - well it's not really - but I know I have to go - and then I am going for my 1st ever massage at 10 a.m. I need to get moving - I need to look for air fares and hotels - I looked a bit last night - but remember someone saying that Tuesdays fares are cheaper - but don't know if that's so on a short notice trip... Will cbl - am suppose to go out with Debbie tonite - not really in the party mood - so we will see..
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    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    Karla - I totally agree - Vampmobile - You can quilt - I will read and we can walk - I will make sure you eat good :0)... Hugs on DD#4 -That's awful Hugs - I know that Andrew has told his gf's to always watch their drinks and never to take one from someone else OMG Phyl yes you know me - I was chilling last night - came home ate popcorn (2 100 cal snack packs) cat napped for about 20 minutes - Andrew wanted to talk - I told him I wasn't into it right now that I was done fighting him that from now on he can get up on his own - I told him I am done - that I didn't need the stress - have enough and that if he didn't like it he could move out.. Had spag for dinner - 2 fudgesicles and 1 yogurt and granola.. I loved Modern Family on Wed nite - loved Kelly Osborne on DWS - Watched survior last night - Ya russell - OMG pple are so stupid to beleive him... Then watched the 1st 45 min's of Grey - dvr'd it so will watch tonite.. I taped Mercy - need to still watch that one.. Why can't you tell pple you watch surviovr - I don't think he will win - I think someone will catch on (well hopefully) Kari - WTG on no soda !!! Jackie - thanks Where's CANDICE ??
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    Ya I know you always stop at 3 rivers to visit there - well it sounds like fun to me - I can't wait till Thanksgiving then I will be off for 2 weeks... Won't be going anywhere but ds & family are suppose to come for turkey day ... DH is funny ready to pack :0)
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    Good Morning Gang Thanks for the prayers and good thoughts !!! GS can't stand it when I am mad at him - told him last night from now on he can wake up on his own - I don't need the hassle of going in and out of his room 5 times a morning to wake his butt up - I am done - if he doesn't like it he's free to move out. I haven't paid for his phones for a over a year - since he works - he pays for his own - and he's paying for the window - he asked last night how much $50 ya right more like $400 .. I am just sick of the hassles - Plain and simple. I am better this morning - still not in the best mood - but this too shall past. Yea Phyl 2 weeks... Will you be stopping and visiting like you normally do on the way down Well gang I gotta get to work - tomorrow I am going for my 1st every body massage... Thanks again - your love - hugs and prayers are greatly appreciated
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    Good Morning Gang Well it hasn't been one for me.... Andrew went out last night (someone else drove his car since he doesn't have a license) Well - car got broken into - right rear window busted out - his BRAND NEW cell phone - stolen - then he doesn't want to get his fricking ass up this morning !!!!! I said f it - you suffer the consequences - I am done - I am leaving for work - But regardless - My head is banging - I am pissed - I want to cry - and say why me - why can't things go smoothly - I know this is life - and it could be worse but - well it is I have may Aunt dieing - My son isn't on drugs but drinking too much - my dil is sick - she and gd tells me their problems like I can fix it - I finally said - I gotta go I gotta fix me dinner - I can 't fix a god blessed thing... I am not god if I were I would make things perfect but I can't... I feel like I am just going to bust a blood vessel - I am 54 fricking yrs old.. WTF - got a cat that I gotta get fixed I have 5 kittens I have to get rid of - (well I do have someone who wants 1) Bad bad morning - and now I am at work - both the other 2 girls who handle my bosses accounts are out - so it's just me - that means the phone is going to ring off the fricking hook - I have my own crap to do... Today would have been my Dad's 89 bday !!! Well everyone - sorry to be so depressing !!!!! I really hate being this way - but you are all I got !!!! Thanks for listening... I love you all... It will get better I do know this and my shitty day isn't as bad as what some of you are going thru - not one iota - but it's still my shitty day than I needed to rant about it - Hugs Janet Red is how I am feeling right now
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    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    Good Morning Gang Well it hasn't been one for me.... Andrew went out last night (someone else drove his car since he doesn't have a license) Well - car got broken into - right rear window busted out - his BRAND NEW cell phone - stolen - then he doesn't want to get his fricking ass up this morning !!!!! I said f it - you suffer the consequences - I am done - I am leaving for work - But regardless - My head is banging - I am pissed - I want to cry - and say why me - why can't things go smoothly - I know this is life - and it could be worse but - well it is I have may Aunt dieing - My son isn't on drugs but drinking too much - my dil is sick - she and gd tells me their problems like I can fix it - I finally said - I gotta go I gotta fix me dinner - I can 't fix a god blessed thing... I am not god if I were I would make things perfect but I can't... I feel like I am just going to bust a blood vessel - I am 54 fricking yrs old.. WTF - got a cat that I gotta get fixed I have 5 kittens I have to get rid of - (well I do have someone who wants 1) Bad bad morning - and now I am at work - both the other 2 girls who handle my bosses accounts are out - so it's just me - that means the phone is going to ring off the fricking hook - I have my own crap to do... Today would have been my Dad's 89 bday !!! Well everyone - sorry to be so depressing !!!!! I really hate being this way - but you are all I got !!!! Thanks for listening... I love you all... It will get better I do know this and my shitty day isn't as bad as what some of you are going thru - not one iota - but it's still my shitty day than I needed to rant about it - Hugs Janet Red is how I am feeling right now :mad:
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    Laura - Well you got both done :0) that was good.. Well gang - see it's quite - I'm pooped - going to go cook and watch t.v. Talk to you all in the morning Oh ya - who watches dancing with the stars - did you notice the weight Sharon Osborne has put on since she had her band removed...
  25. IndioGirl55

    Lucky #7 are still going strong !!!

    Jackie - Hugs on the DH issues - How long have you guys been married... My Xdh was jealous of my Son & grandkids and I took it for so long - then said sorry no more... Karla - I was suppose to send a ck to the attonery for the eviction on monday - didn't do it until today - It takes me forever to get something done - too many interruptions - distractions and general just don't want to do it kind of stuff. I have ADD to at times- seems like my wheels spin more than they hit the ground .. Ya I just worry that with all that school work you will drown - you are busy as it is now - add more - may just drive you nuts - especailly if it isn't something you really want to do.. Hugs GF ... I was talking with an underwriter today about exactly what DH is doing - it's one of the reasons I don't watch the news anymore - I don't care what side of the fence you are on - someone is always complaining - and theres not a damn thing any of us can do about it.. We know is good to you - and sometime's he's just a man and a big pain in the tush... Stress , food , band - just don't mix for me either.. Well gang back from the gym - I am pooped - I think I am going to go fix my fish - and veggie - will talk you tomorrow Hugs and hope you all with men - have a better day tomorrow.. Karla - yes this is why we are single :0) We might be missing some good times - but look what we aren't missing - like the movie saids "I can do bad all by myself"

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