shortmimi

Thanks for the kind words, but let me clear, I am NOT complaining. I really am grateful. Eh, I'd almost advise any one with allergies to lay off the claritin for a few days before fasting. I am not grieving like I thought I would. It's just more of a "eh, now what?" kind of feeling.

I started the ball rolling on this surgery back in May. I met my surgeon in June. I have my surgery 29 Oct. Tomorrow starts the beginning of two-week all-liquid, protein-packed diet...or LSD (Liver Shrinking Diet) as I am expecting to get a little crazy for the first few days. So, here I am, the day before, the peak at the beginning of the roller coaster...the last supper, the last bottle of wine...ooh, all of the tough decisions to make, right? Nope. I've got a cold. I have zero interest in food right now. Nothing. Nadda. No donuts, no pizza, no Pasta. I don't care. I do not want. I am suspiciously grateful to the universe. I suspect this will only prevent any psychotic sugar crashes. But geez. Really? How anticlimactic.

October 29th, also! I'm encountering my first milestone tomorrow -- the start of the two-week Clear liquids and Protein shake Liver Shrinking Diet (I'm calling it my LSD, because I might get a little crazy). I'm trying to focus on schoolwork, cleaning the apartment and meditation. Okay so the meditation isn't going great but Netflix had a documentary about the Buddha. Anyone else worried about maintaining a similar heightened state of distraction until the surgery?